Your not a failure, not at all

oh hun, you aren't a failure at all! You're a wonderful person! I really hope that you being this emotional is a sign that your AF is finally coming so you can get out of limbo and just start fresh over again. I will be thinking of you both, and please don't think you are a failure, oh I wish I could just give you a big hug, it makes me cry when other people are upset and cry!

you arent a failure xxx

CD70 sounds really bad, but if you have a 35 day cycle, u have just skipped a cycle...and could be just round the corner.

U must remember hormones are funny old things...and ur body had been through an awful lot...I don't think I had an AF for 2 months after having my DD??!! And that may be the same with you after sadly having your DS???

Ur hubby will be very proud of you...the way u r coping and your determination against all odds.....

I do hope she comes pretty sharpish for you hun, so then u can get planning- I know exactly how u r feeling on the front!!!!!xxx

You are anything but a failure. The girls here have all given witness to that, and I agree.
You're really an inspiration on so many levels. I can't imagine pushing on after going through what you have been through. It has to be so hard... and I'm sure that's an understatment. You're a fighter, if you weren't you wouldn't be here. I'm just going to second what the girls have said. AND send you lots of .
P

Well at 6pm tuesday eve the showed up, yes i am overjoyed about it...

But ended up in hospital yesterday with high blood pressure and kidney infection, but now im confused am i on CD2 today Or CD3?????????

Ps: Im feeling much better now, made my hormones so , but it's up and running im getting my this month... I know it

Hurray....let's bake her a cake, put up with her for a few days, see her out then ask her not to come back for 9 months!!!!
xxx

I am so happy that the has finally shown up for you.
i truely hope you get your this month - you are an inspiration as everyone else has said on here already. Good to see you are feeling more positive. Fingers crossed for this cycle hun - you really really deserve it.