i wrote this post a min ago and posted it and now cant find it so if you do please tell me lol

basically i am approx 7 dpo. i was meant to ov last fri but tues i did a test and got a faint line and on wed i got another and by thurs it had disappeared.
so i can only assume i ov'd last monday.

i am finding myself running to the toilet to quickly do a wee so i dont have a change to get a pg test out the drawer...and worry incase i am one of the poor souls who take months even yrs to conceive!!

how do you stop yourself going insane?

Oh hun, we can all understand your frustration!
How long have you been TTC? If you have just started out, or just come off the pill, it may take a few months for you to understand your cycle, or the pill to leave your system.
I really hope it happens for you, but sometimes, it doesn't just happen when we want it too

Hey Louisa, You aren't the only one, don't worry! I'm going mad too at the moment! Due AF today or tomorrow, so getting to the end of my TWW. We had a bit of a bd-athlon this month so i felt really positive a couple of weeks ago. Now i just feel like AF is going to come any minute! I recognise those cramps only too well now!!! I got a bit upset over the weekend about it and lovely hubby just said "what's to be upset about, think of all the fun time we get in a couple of weeks time... bring it on!!!!". I then went out and got horrendously drunk over the weekend, which definitely made me feel better !!!
Hang on in there anyway. We'll all get our time soon!

TTC is a frustrating emotional process! Here's hoping this is the only 2WW you have to deal with!

I go a bit loopy every time 2ww comes around. I love to see things that aren't there and read too much into everything! I find that when AF comes, get yourself a nice glass of wine, have a pamper and try and ease the stress out after. I am okay coping with the aftermath when AF has come... just not waiting for it!! Fingers crossed you won't have a long wait x

hi thanks for replying.

altho we havent tried properly in terms of making sure i am ovulating and dtd'ing together we have never used any protection in the 3.5yrs we've been together. i did go to the doctors and had some blood tests and got told there was nothing wrong. we havent ruled out any probs with hubby tho.

the only reasons i can think of us not getting pregnant in the past is that we have never had an active sex life and up until dec i had never had regular periods...touch wood since the 15th dec they have been every 44 days so i am fingers crossing it stays that way until i get a BFP so i can keep on track.

i used cheapie ov sticks last week to know when i ovulated but i was early so missed the dark line and only dtd with 2 faint lines.

i am just a very impatient person and it doesnt help when you need to be the most patient person in the world with this journey!


good luck to us all!