AF could be any time from 19th - 25th, so I'm tenterhooks! I've got my hopes too high this month as have sore bbs and have felt v emotional. Am gonna be devastated if

shows up. We BD'd for Britain this month, and was first month using Preseed (in which I've placed an inordinate amount of blind faith!).
Am having trouble not feeling gutted everytime I see another 'BFP' thread. Of course I am thrilled for the lucky ladies, and they deserve their BFPs! But it's hurting me, and then I feel like a cow for getting jealous.
I'm being stupid because I have convinced myself I am pg. It's going to hit me really hard if I'm not. I'm such an idiot!
Why does the 2WW seem to last more like 2 months?!?!?!!!!!!
Good luck to you all!


