Sorry to do this, but you guys are the only people i can talk to as i haven't told anyone about TTC and DH thinks i am mad when i start obsessing!

So....

Arrrrrrrrrrrggggghhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! Its driving me maaaaaaaadddddddd!!!!! I *think* i am around 6 or 7 DPO (i don't chart so i can only guess!). I am certain that i should "feel pregnant" if i am, and i dont! So now i can't stop thinking about how unfair it is that i'm going to get AF again! (and a friend just told me she 'accidently' got pregnant! grrrr!).
Its all so irrational and mad thinking like this. TTC could send you !!!

Ah, feel better now for having that little rant!

Hey Coffee

Come rant with me lovely.

I am in the 2ww but with one week left

I have stacks of tests (and I mean stacks) and have just bought a fertility monitor too.

The only symptoms I have is that I am feeling tired and that my boobs are heavy/sore.

I dont think I am pregnant but I am just trying to live life not obsessing about ttc and getting pregnant (yeah right )

x

TTC is enough to do your head in!

I'm hating the TWW

I was feeling all positive while building up to O and now i just feel cross and impatient ....

I want to POAS now!!!

I'm driving OH mad with the obsessing and worrying!

The funny thing is, only a week or two ago i was sat here, in this exact same spot, wishing for the 2WW wait to arrive!!! Now i'm in the middle of 2WW i feel like i am going loopy!

I think what is making it worse for me this cycle is that so far me and DH have been keeping it fairly easy going - what will be, will be etc. So every time i have got AF i have thought "ah well, probably just didn't BD at the exact right time". This month however we decided to go for a BD-athlon! So i KNOW we must have BD'd at the right time! Think thats making it worse as i just feel the same as always, no symptoms or anything and i felt so positive that it would happen this time

Dont get despondant lovely. It is still early days.

Try and relax and get on with your life. I am sure that your BFP is coming your way!

xx

Know how u feel honey but have heard of loadsa gals who haven't had any symptoms or felt PG to suddenly get their BFP!!!! x

Thanks guys.
I know i am just being silly! Guess i'd just built a lot of hopes up around this month and now just don't have a good feeling about it at all! Probably tomorrow i will change my mind and decide i am preggers after all! ha ha ha!

I've been fairly crampy ever since OV. I was like this last month and thought it was a good sign, but then the got me! Does anyone else feel crampy (not bad cramps, just not 100% right!) through their 2WW? Sometimes i wonder if the egg is being fertilised but not sticking and thats why i feel crampy?

TTC is so confusing!

I sort of get crampy Coffee, more like a dragging feeling. Really weird.

I do Mycycle and write down every symptom I get (literally everything ).

I know how you feel - ttc is such a crazy time xx

TTW does suck!! But just because you don't feel pregnant doesn't mean you aren't pregnant. I know the first time I got pregnant I had no idea until I had a doctors appointment. Surprise!! Try not to stress too much, and maybe immerse yourself into something you really enjoy. I know when I am going through my ttw I do things in the evening like scrapbooking or go for a walk...anything to make the time go by....then the next thing you know you wait is over.