OH and I have decided that our financial situation right now isnt too great for any more expenses...including a baby. And I have applied to take my nursing...its a 2 year waiting list. We have decided to hold off for now...more so he has decided. He is the most important thing to me, so I respect this.
I still want a baby one day, but I think we are waiting until our finances are back up to normal again. Just been having some trouble lately.
Unless of course I am already pregnant. AF is due soon, so we will see. I will still be very very happy if I am, so I am still hoping that I am dont get me wrong. Its just, if this isnt my month, we are waiting to try again.
We will still be not preventing however

. Never know, maybe a break is all we need. Maybe once we are not TRYING it will just happen...
Hope you all get your

very very soon and thank you so much for all your support. Ill still check the site every so often to see how you all are doing and wish you luck!
Still wish me luck for this month please! I am still hoping this is my month!