and i got a BFN

i am so so frustrated and sad as soon as saw the "not pregnant " i started to cry and i am still crying...i know i know i should not and tell myself there is next month but still it's always so difficult to accept the fact that one again this month we failed

My husband keep telling me until AF show on April with still have a chance but i don't think so i used a clear blue digital and i think they are pretty accurate,
Anyway i will try to go on until Af show and goes away that B@^H !
But how many more month are got a play this game of TTC?
well here is to April ! and hopefully my month to conceive a little lamb Trixie !