Hello everyone! (Fellow TTCers) I know this post is long, so thanks in advance if you read the whole thing!

I've been kind of stalking the site on and off for quite a while...and can no longer stand not being able to offer support or share my thoughts/experiences...so here I am.

First off I want THANK EVERYONE RIGHT OFF THE BAT...I have found so much useful information and inspiration on this site already. (I've already shed tears reading both sad and joyous stories on here.)

I did start a rather lengthy intro earlier in the intro section, but had to walk off and let battery die... so, I'm sorry, but I really just don't feel like redoing all of that right now..

So, my situation is this:
Where I am it is 9:16 and I have 2 hours and 45 min until I am allowed to take my next test. (DH had to hide them--I have a very serious case of POAS right now). I'm 5 days late (CD 36) and have taken 5 tests.

The reg. tests possibly appeared to have VERY faint + lines (tho not in DH's eyes, except for 1--which he still questioned, but said he could maybe see something (more than any of my other imaginaries from the past at least).
BUT then I took the CB digi easy (not w attachments--all one piece) and got a clear, rude BFN. ): That was at midnight lastnight/this morning.

The box had two and I promised DH to wait 24 hours before I tried the other one. But we are having severe weather, so I secretly picked up a box of FRER, just in case I'm snowed in for days w still no AF. Since I don't totally trust CB digi this early, and hate that rude BFN message (honestly--it was so blunt, it almost made me miss my imaginary lines!)

But my nipples are constantly tingling, (almost a stinging sensation) which has NEVER been a PMS symptom for me...but I don't feel all that fatigued..I'm too busy obsessing over whether this may be it! (Honestly I can hardly sleep at all, excpet a few really deep naps_one of which when DH woke me up I thought it was the next day and insisting HE take a test LOL!!)

((I will be back later to share my midnight reading (probably in the gallery tho) and will soon share more about myself, my incredible dh, and our lovely family that we so wish to complete...(just need an "ours" to add to our "yours and mine"))

Thanks again everyone

hi and welcome to b&b fingers crossed for u hun look forward to seeing ur test

Hi and welcome

Hi and welcome to B&B. Good Luck with your next test. Fingers xd for you..

Took my midnight test (FRER)--no 2nd line to even imagine.

Took the other one about 10 min ago and it was during the 3 bloody minutes (no pun intended at all--i'm too sad for puns) that I was waiting on my BFP that THE WITCH REARED HER RUDE MEAN FACE. I HATE HER TODAY.

so upset.. 5-6 days late for the first time in over a year--Really had myself convinced that this was it. WHY DO I DO THAT??

So, I am finally ready to get down and start charting--after two years--I SHOULD BE PG BY NOW DAMNIT!!

You might find you are not ovulating or you are probably ovulating at a different time than you think?

Sorry the witch got you Hope your BFP comes soon.

Yeah shaerichelle, I clearly have no idea, bc for the past few years we have tried to time our BD in accordance to when I BELIEVED I was ovulating (online ovulation calendars). And NOTHING!!! (I thought we were both very fertile and it would just happen--turns out that seems to only happen for those who aren't TTC!--what gives?)

I would type in every luteal phase from 10-16 and we would try at least every few days from about CD 12-CD 21--AND NOTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well now it's CD1 (AGAIN, BLAH) and I am getting my BBthermometer this week and doing my homework. I WILL be PG by MARCH, so help me god. (no, really, please--HELP ME GOD!!!)

Thank You Luckyme! I am atleast so glad I joined BnB, it is really helping me to not totally break down this morning.

Good luck - you could be missing OV by a hairs bredth - I OV on cd11 or 12!