thanks girls..... it has made me feel a little better knowing that sometimes blood tests can be wrong. i feel like i am just wandering around in a bubble. I was going to buy another test to do FMU with in morning but have decided i am going to wait and do one on Saturday. AF is actually not due until tomorrow - so could that be why it is showing as negative on bloods? i honestly just don't understand why i am getting the positive HPT's. If i can i am going to wait until saturday morning and see what that shows. My cervix has almost vanished - and is closed - kind of curled back round itself if that makes sense - surely that is good.
I haven't even managed to tell DH yet as he will be devastated so until i am out of this limbo i am just going to have to deal with it on my own.

i am really trying to be positive.....but it is so hard.
