
I feel so heartbroken i dont think i can do this anymore it hurts too much I want it so much but i cant deal with it i am soo scared i am infertile and every month makes that feel more true its driving me insane i just wanna runaway and hide
i feel so sick and tired (litraly) i cant sleep and when i do i wake up as tired as when i went to sleep. its got to the point where i just sit in tracky bottoms and a jammy top and cant be bother to even brush my hair i have no sex drive so when it is time its kinda like i have to do it i love darren and do want to bd with him but there is nothing happening (in me) not even cm hence why i dont chart that
sorry to rant xxx