
it all started yday, i had 2 stabbing pains in my tummy and for a while now have had on off period cramps, but NOTHING! i took a preg test yday afta i had the second pain (which was within 20mins of the other one) it hurt and lasted a few seconds, but it was neg. i thought great AF is comin but stil nothing til this moment.

im getting fed up of not knowing either i am preg or im not i cant handle this nemore i just want to no! im now 20days late! if i was preg it surely wud of shown now!
what shud i make of it all???
oh and to top it off, my OH had a cornea transplant today, i went in at 4 and he was lying there white, i cud c every vain - wen usually he has a tinted tan. iv never seen him like tht and i no its the drugs wearing off but tht wasnt the end of it, i was with his mum and she took him to the toilet coz the stupid bloody nurses werent coming afta we rang for them. and afta a while i cud hear his my screaming at my OH to open the door - he locked it. she comes runnin into his room where i was makin his bed shoutin to get a nurse, got in there and he has fainted his lips were PURE white, no joke. i started

coz i never saw him like this i jst felt so helpless.
finally he has had a lil sumthin to eat and some colour has come bk but he is in major pain and i feel so sorry for him he is there alone n in pain and im here. i wanna be there but visiting is only 3-8pm. i jus wanna look afta him and i no thts the best place for him to be but i miss him and i seeing him get called in to hav the op he told me he was so frightened and all i cud do was cuddle him tell him everything is goin to be ok and wen he wakes up il b there.
well he told the nurses to call my mob wen he is in recovery (the op lasts about 1 hour) so tht i cud b put at ease. they took my number and sed they wud. he went in at 10 and i never heard bugger all from them until his dad called at 1.30. i was panicking.
just a bad couple of days