I stopped bcp in December and had AF about 30 days later in Jan but haven't had one since. I'm now on cycle day 59!!! Tests say BFN. I keep feeling like AF will come but it doesn't and if I'm not pg I just want it to show so I can learn my cycles

I'm frustrated! DP is also frustrated as he keeps thinking I'm pg and getting excited at the thought.
What is your longest cycle?
Pre bcp I was really regular as far as I recall apart from one brief, very unhappy and stressed period of time.