diva4180

Anyone else going to be testing soon? I am supposed to test on Monday and I am scared beyond belief! I'm almost up to chickening out and forgetting about it! I am 9DPO today, last month at 10DPO I started spotting. I am scared because I don't want that to happen tomorrow and I am afraid it will again, because then I know she is coming. I don't want to see a negative test so that's why I feel like chickening out. I haven't bought any tests yet because I am scared that will jinx me! I feel like crap!! I have some symptoms but they could just as easly be AF symptoms, the sore boobs that have gotten more sore throughout the week, I woke up in the middle of the night thinking I was going to be sick, I think I am having some cramping but still, too mild to tell if it's bladder pressure because I am peeing a little more, or cramps. I haven't really broken out that badly yet, but there's still time I guess. Feel. Like. Crap. Much!!

sorry for the rant, just getting to me a little bit I guess.

congrats to all who got their bfp this week and and to all!

niknaknat

Good luck hun, i've got everything crossed for you

Vickie

Good luck testing!

priya

hey diva Im in d same .....Im 10 DPO 2day and Im s*** scared to test evn I havent bought any tests.Evn I feel I haf few symptoms but it mght be AF also....Im really worried cld'nt sleep the whole nght....Dont want 2 see a -ve.Neways Good Luck 2 u and to evryone testing dis month.....

Mervs Mum

Big Diva!

Try not to stress too much babe.

xx

willow623

I am in the same boat! I am supposed to test on Monday, but will probably wait until Wednesday if stays away. I don't want to get my hopes up. I have had strange cramps and somewhat sore bbs and have been nauseous, but could just be silly symptoms. I think sometimes we get ourselves so worked up that we cause 'em. LOL! Last few nights I have actually had to get up a couple times to pee - not normal. So - fingers crossed for all of us. I placed an order for tests - that way I have to wait - LOL! I am on vacation until Monday - so GL to everyone!!

bonfloss

I am due to test on Tuesday but sure AF is on her way as been cramping all week. Its hellish isn't it.

Sinead

Good luck testing. I am due to test on Sunday, and trying not to think about it!!!!!! We'll see what happens

Franjipan

Hey Diva

Hope you get your and really hope the stays away. Ive got another week or so til I can test but i felt the same as you last cycle and think in the end either i caught (as got a faint bfp early on) and then lost it straight away (if thats possible) or strssed myself to the max worrying about bfp/bfn and my period came 13 days late!!! This month im determined to not test til after im due as otherwise i know ill get fed up and upset if i see a bfn AGAIN.

Hope you find something to take your mind off it . to you xx

tansey

Hi Diva - it's awful all the waiting and the thought that all your hopes could be dashed but remember that we are here for you and many of us are in the exact same situation