I have to agree with the girls too. Let it all out...we all need a good every now and then, especially when it comes to something you want so badly. Yes it is frustrating but we all need to remember that the more pressure we put on ourselves the harder it is when it doesn't happen. I have been in the same boat as you, but I have learned to relax. I understand it burns when someone else gets pregnant...it seems unfair..like when the hell is it my turn!! It will happen for you and the rest of us hopefully sooner than later. Keep a positive attitude that it will happen.Positive thoughts manifests positive things to happen. Good luck to you...and remember we are all here to support each other.

Sending lots of thoughts your way

A good cry helps sometimes! I just had one this morning (in my office)!
Sending you loads of hugs

Hugs.

The best thing to do is let it all out, let it all free and then try again tomorrow. Tomorrow is another day. The future can be as bright as you want it to be.

Am sorry for your losses.

You poor poor thing - my heart really goes out to you.

You should absolutely allow yourself a good cry - you have to allow yourself time to grieve.

I dont know if anyone else remembers the film Pollyanna with Hayley Mills - but in it she used to play the 'glad game'. Bascially whenever anything upsets you - you have to think of an upside to it.
I think in your case today - you should allow yourself a good wallow - but I have found the glad game a good way of coping each day.
My day yesterday went as follows:

Bad - had to go for my day 21 blood tests - realised i am now officially 'one of those women that have fertility problems' - glad - that I have a good doctor who has sent me for the tests v quickly - so that I will at least know what is wrong sooner.

Bad - my friend had a little boy on Monday and I feel soooo jealous - glad - that my friend and her baby are healthy.

Its has been helping me to focus - and not let the sadness take hold.

Take care sweetheart.


x x x x x

I am heading home now, 4H30pm in South Africa now, going to hospital first as i got good news from medical aid they will pay for my provera, crap the 12th and already broke.

Will pop first tab tonight so hopefully start AF tuesday.

Thanks to all, im going to get into hot bath and have a good cry, just let it all out, scream even if i have to.

Praying to get a BFP before 2009.........

Hard to find words as I have not been where you are. I have read posts throughout this board referencing those "lucky" individuals who have kids and really don't deserve them, and then I come across people like you - who REALLY deserve a LO to love - and you will get your chance. God is picking something special for you - and that takes time. It will happen...

hope you feel better after your bath and a good cry

big hugs to you

go home get in taht bath and have a good cry, crying does help you can unblock a lot of pent up frustration.

dont forget we are all here to listen if you are feeling low.