I just want my BFP

katzone · Dec 2nd, 2009, 04:12 AM

Tested this morn using an IC and got a lovely great EVAP

I'm 10DPO, usually only get to 12/13DPO and then AF turns up.
I had "symptoms" 3-6DPO then nothing at all since, I really don't feel pregnant but I am still dying to test and get a

I had a horrible time of it last month using IC's but yet again I am using them again this month, I am just agonising over it, what if it should be +, what if it should be -...
I have a pack of FRER but I am too scared to use them incase it is

how silly does that sound? At least I'd know.
Oh well, 2 days then I will either dig out an FRER or AF should be on her way. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE let it be my month - I hate the disappointment and sense of failure every time AF arrives.

sabridetobe · Dec 2nd, 2009, 05:10 AM

Naaaw.

I know. I'm on 12 dpo. Each day I get up, and think well it wasn't a BFP yesterday, but it SURELY will be today.

Then when it's not - I think well THATs what you get for testing early, THATS what you get for using ICs and then run out and buy not one but two packs of FRER or similar.

I have some symptoms...but I just want my BFP too.

This is our last month of trying, so I really, really, want it. No going again for me next month.

Booooo. AS well as kicking myself for obsessing....and doing maybe ten ICs today...in case they get darker??? As if!

Hugs to you.

Dancingkaty1 · Dec 2nd, 2009, 05:27 AM

aww good luck you never know this could be your mth

xx

GossipGirly · Dec 2nd, 2009, 05:46 AM

im the same I got a bfn 10 dpo and im thinking im totally out now af due tomorrow x

katzone · Dec 2nd, 2009, 05:47 AM

I am soooooooo angry as well that it is put out there that if you miss one pill then you might be pregnant, condom splitting etc etc whereas for a lot of us we purposefully are chucking spermies up there by the bucketful (

) month after month but NOTHING - they never tell you that side of the story.
I was listening to a radio programme the other night on sex education and (TMI warning) they were saying how you can get pregnant from anal sex..if the semen drips around to your vagina (gross eh) - obviously that is what we need to be doing then!!!!

I am also mad at myself for thinking that because I got pregnant quickly the first time around that this time would be a breeze.

ARGH ARGH ARGH ARGH ARGH.

Sorry for the rant.

GossipGirly · Dec 2nd, 2009, 05:50 AM

hahaha as if! I know we were saying its not fair how all these ppl can accidently get preg and not want a baby and we would be great parents and give our child the best possible life and its soooo not easy!! xx

Lovemyboy · Dec 2nd, 2009, 05:51 AM

I really hope this is your month honey! My fingers and toes are all crossed for you!

Goodluck x x

jojo-m · Dec 2nd, 2009, 06:09 AM

all my friends are now pg, today I'm spotting to af bound to hit me full force before long and I get a lovely phone call off my other friend TTC and guess what? pg on 2nd cycle. But then why wouldn't she? she's only 1 of 6 of them who all did the same (and I don't have that many girlfriends so I can see myself becoming an hermit for the next 9 months) It seems like god is on a trip to see just how much jealousy/anger/sobbing he can get out of me just lately!

I really hope some of you get your bfp's this time round, I find I can be genuinely happy for girls on here .. makes me feel more human since I'm finding it sooo hard to do same for my friends!!!!!

Jo x

Dec 2nd, 2009, 04:12 AM	#1
katzone Mum (Mom) Chat Happy BnB Member Join Date: Sep 2009 Location: Devon, UK Posts: 1,187	I just want my BFP Tested this morn using an IC and got a lovely great EVAP I'm 10DPO, usually only get to 12/13DPO and then AF turns up. I had "symptoms" 3-6DPO then nothing at all since, I really don't feel pregnant but I am still dying to test and get a I had a horrible time of it last month using IC's but yet again I am using them again this month, I am just agonising over it, what if it should be +, what if it should be -... I have a pack of FRER but I am too scared to use them incase it is how silly does that sound? At least I'd know. Oh well, 2 days then I will either dig out an FRER or AF should be on her way. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE let it be my month - I hate the disappointment and sense of failure every time AF arrives.

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Dec 2nd, 2009, 05:10 AM	#2
sabridetobe Trying to conceive (TTC) Active BnB Member Join Date: Nov 2009 Posts: 25	Naaaw. I know. I'm on 12 dpo. Each day I get up, and think well it wasn't a BFP yesterday, but it SURELY will be today. Then when it's not - I think well THATs what you get for testing early, THATS what you get for using ICs and then run out and buy not one but two packs of FRER or similar. I have some symptoms...but I just want my BFP too. This is our last month of trying, so I really, really, want it. No going again for me next month. Booooo. AS well as kicking myself for obsessing....and doing maybe ten ICs today...in case they get darker??? As if! Hugs to you.

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Dec 2nd, 2009, 05:27 AM	#3
Dancingkaty1 Mum (Mom) Chat Happy BnB Member Join Date: Sep 2009 Location: Essex Posts: 1,191	aww good luck you never know this could be your mth xx

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Dec 2nd, 2009, 05:46 AM	#4
GossipGirly Mum (Mom) BnB Addict Join Date: Oct 2009 Location: UK Posts: 6,958	im the same I got a bfn 10 dpo and im thinking im totally out now af due tomorrow x

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Dec 2nd, 2009, 05:47 AM	#5
katzone Mum (Mom) Chat Happy BnB Member Join Date: Sep 2009 Location: Devon, UK Posts: 1,187	I am soooooooo angry as well that it is put out there that if you miss one pill then you might be pregnant, condom splitting etc etc whereas for a lot of us we purposefully are chucking spermies up there by the bucketful () month after month but NOTHING - they never tell you that side of the story. I was listening to a radio programme the other night on sex education and (TMI warning) they were saying how you can get pregnant from anal sex..if the semen drips around to your vagina (gross eh) - obviously that is what we need to be doing then!!!! I am also mad at myself for thinking that because I got pregnant quickly the first time around that this time would be a breeze. ARGH ARGH ARGH ARGH ARGH. Sorry for the rant.

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Dec 2nd, 2009, 05:50 AM	#6
GossipGirly Mum (Mom) BnB Addict Join Date: Oct 2009 Location: UK Posts: 6,958	hahaha as if! I know we were saying its not fair how all these ppl can accidently get preg and not want a baby and we would be great parents and give our child the best possible life and its soooo not easy!! xx

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Dec 2nd, 2009, 05:51 AM	#7
Lovemyboy Trying to conceive (TTC) Active BnB Member Join Date: Sep 2009 Location: Scotland Posts: 439	I really hope this is your month honey! My fingers and toes are all crossed for you! Goodluck x x

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Dec 2nd, 2009, 06:09 AM	#8
jojo-m Pregnant (Expecting) Chat Happy BnB Member Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: South Yorkshire Posts: 1,547	all my friends are now pg, today I'm spotting to af bound to hit me full force before long and I get a lovely phone call off my other friend TTC and guess what? pg on 2nd cycle. But then why wouldn't she? she's only 1 of 6 of them who all did the same (and I don't have that many girlfriends so I can see myself becoming an hermit for the next 9 months) It seems like god is on a trip to see just how much jealousy/anger/sobbing he can get out of me just lately! I really hope some of you get your bfp's this time round, I find I can be genuinely happy for girls on here .. makes me feel more human since I'm finding it sooo hard to do same for my friends!!!!! Jo x

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