You're not crazy. Anyone who's ever gone through a mc is a liar if they say different. Mine was almost three years ago, and I still get peranoid from time to time. And the TTC, isn't sitting quite right still with me. I want it so bad, but I hyperventalate a little at the thought that I may be preg. soon. It's hard to deal with all this stuff sometimes.
The good news is that you're going through normal stuff... and we're here to help you work through it. Take a deep breath and relax, your ob's got you covered. Chin up.
