terrified!!

tanana · Nov 23rd, 2009, 17:05 PM

Im 8/9 dpo having weird cramps, my boobs are huge!! they were already an f lol, starving/thirsty all the time, peeing like a racehorse, rather wet.... irritable, bloated, backache, broke out in spots this morning too although af usually brings spots so.... All of these started on 4dpo and have been building.
Im really hoping this month is it and we made a sticky bean already, but its my first month trying and Im terrified of a bfn, so Im not gonna test I want to hold onto the hope for a little while before the witch gets me.

Im a hopeful pessimist lol.
Im reading on here about everyone getting their bfp's and Im scared that I wont ever get one, I dont want my dh to think Ive failed him, which is stupid but I dont know how to feel, one min Im excited that I might be pregnant then Im certain Im not and Im just fooling myself.

sorry for the moan....

want2Bamommy · Nov 23rd, 2009, 17:11 PM

Sounds good for a BFP
FXed!

wz585 · Nov 23rd, 2009, 17:19 PM

i had every classic symptom from around 5/6dpo and my af came at 9dpo.... i was so sure i was pg!
and i know how you feel about failing your OH he wont think that atall im sure! but i havent told mine yet (he's away for work) im just glad he wasnt here when af came on sunday lol - i was a mess! cried all day.
now im in a better mood and looking forward to when he comes back

woo hoo!!

destinyfaith · Nov 23rd, 2009, 17:19 PM

fx crossed sounds good im 7dpo!! i have back ache cramping very sore bbs and creamy loationy cm! af due in a week! good luck hun x

tanana · Nov 23rd, 2009, 17:54 PM

Thanks for all the good lucks.. I wish everyone could get pregnant this month, august in the maternity ward would be a bit busy tho lol.
dh prob wont htink bad things, but Iknow he will be really dissapointed, probably as much as me, he has gone all protective 'just in case' I sneezed in the bath last night and he ran upstairs to check I was ok! everytime babies are in tv or mentioned anywhere he glances at my tummy and I'm pretty sure He thinks ive not noticed. I just cant stand this waiting how do you all do it every month? if I get a BFN will it be easier next month?

want2Bamommy · Nov 23rd, 2009, 18:07 PM

I don't know how they do it. I am on my first cycle and give some of these women tons of credit for going years. I would be a mess. Maybe it does get easier. I hope so.

tanana · Nov 23rd, 2009, 18:20 PM

I almost feel guilty for wanting my BFP on the first try when Ive seen some on here that have been trying for 10 years+ I think they deserve it before me, but I cant help but be a bit selfish

want2Bamommy · Nov 23rd, 2009, 18:34 PM

I feel the same way dear.

Nov 23rd, 2009, 17:05 PM	#1
tanana Trying to conceive (TTC) Active BnB Member Join Date: Nov 2009 Posts: 49	terrified!! Im 8/9 dpo having weird cramps, my boobs are huge!! they were already an f lol, starving/thirsty all the time, peeing like a racehorse, rather wet.... irritable, bloated, backache, broke out in spots this morning too although af usually brings spots so.... All of these started on 4dpo and have been building. Im really hoping this month is it and we made a sticky bean already, but its my first month trying and Im terrified of a bfn, so Im not gonna test I want to hold onto the hope for a little while before the witch gets me. Im a hopeful pessimist lol. Im reading on here about everyone getting their bfp's and Im scared that I wont ever get one, I dont want my dh to think Ive failed him, which is stupid but I dont know how to feel, one min Im excited that I might be pregnant then Im certain Im not and Im just fooling myself. sorry for the moan....

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want2Bamommy Other BnB Addict Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: USA Posts: 3,207	Sounds good for a BFP FXed!

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Nov 23rd, 2009, 17:19 PM	#3
wz585 Waiting To Try (WTT) Active BnB Member Join Date: Nov 2009 Posts: 244	i had every classic symptom from around 5/6dpo and my af came at 9dpo.... i was so sure i was pg! and i know how you feel about failing your OH he wont think that atall im sure! but i havent told mine yet (he's away for work) im just glad he wasnt here when af came on sunday lol - i was a mess! cried all day. now im in a better mood and looking forward to when he comes back woo hoo!!

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destinyfaith Pregnant (Expecting) BnB Addict Join Date: Aug 2009 Location: northwest ,cumbria Posts: 6,050	fx crossed sounds good im 7dpo!! i have back ache cramping very sore bbs and creamy loationy cm! af due in a week! good luck hun x

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Nov 23rd, 2009, 17:54 PM	#5
tanana Trying to conceive (TTC) Active BnB Member Join Date: Nov 2009 Posts: 49	Thanks for all the good lucks.. I wish everyone could get pregnant this month, august in the maternity ward would be a bit busy tho lol. dh prob wont htink bad things, but Iknow he will be really dissapointed, probably as much as me, he has gone all protective 'just in case' I sneezed in the bath last night and he ran upstairs to check I was ok! everytime babies are in tv or mentioned anywhere he glances at my tummy and I'm pretty sure He thinks ive not noticed. I just cant stand this waiting how do you all do it every month? if I get a BFN will it be easier next month?

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want2Bamommy Other BnB Addict Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: USA Posts: 3,207	I don't know how they do it. I am on my first cycle and give some of these women tons of credit for going years. I would be a mess. Maybe it does get easier. I hope so.

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tanana Trying to conceive (TTC) Active BnB Member Join Date: Nov 2009 Posts: 49	I almost feel guilty for wanting my BFP on the first try when Ive seen some on here that have been trying for 10 years+ I think they deserve it before me, but I cant help but be a bit selfish

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want2Bamommy Other BnB Addict Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: USA Posts: 3,207	I feel the same way dear.

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