Oh Anne, I've just caught up with B&B from yesterday and am so sad to read about the experience you are going through. I was reading up on ectopic pregnancies last cycle out of interest and it really frightened me to think that this could happen to any one of us. We spend so long planning and longing and building up our hopes and then when that BFP comes along, the excitement takes over but is always mixed with that underlying fear of 'what if's'.
When you think about the possibility of having to have undergone surgery, then it's possible to put the ordeal into perspective and be grateful for small mercies. I am really hurt for you that this little miracle wasn't meant to be but relieved at the same time that the situation is not as bad as it could have been.
Your are in my thoughts and prayers and I wish you a speedy recovery and the strength to move on quickly to a successful, happy, and healthy pregnancy.
Sending

and

your way.