bubbles

I'm absolutely disgusted with my self. I admitted to my hubby today that I'm jealous of my evil sister in law. I have wanted a baby for 3 years now but hubby wanted to wait til we were married. Then a year before our wedding she comes along tries to plan her wedding for a month before mine (bearing in mind when i got married she had only been with my bro for 10months) and then a month after my wedding they have the nerve to turn round and tell me she's pregnant and you know when you can just tell that people are trying to rub it in and make you feel s**t coz they're getting what you want and its not planned. GRRRR its so annoying but I hate being jealous of her. I'm sorry I just needed to get it off my chest coz hubby doesn't really understand

Vickie

hr.lr.07

I know how you feel. Well, I did.

I have always wanted children and when people fell pregnant around me I used to get s sad. I hated other people for being pregnant yet I still spent time on websites about pregnancy and stuff.

Your time WILL come. Your baby will be planned, and wanted. Stuff your SIL - SIL's are evil anyway! You'll be fine. Its understandable hun, don't make yourself feel bad about it! Are you TTC now?

If you are, then know that your day will come, and soon. Best of luck, hun x

bubbles

yeah second month of trying. I'm so excited, just been to loo and slight spotting so fingers crossed. This is the only place I can tell people coz I have been forbidden from revealing it to friends and family. Had a rough time few years ago when I fell pregnant and lost it at 11weeks (thats when hubby said to put off til married) so don't wanna hurt family again. My mum was devastated as she lived 200miles away at the time and couldn't physically be there for me

Samo

Hope this will be your month it's so hard not to be jealous of people around you...i'm constantly telling DH if his evil sister gets prego before me i will flip (she's a year younger than we, but she never has a steady boyfriend so i think i'm in the clear for now!) Keep your chin up it will be your time soon! And your pregnancy will be planned and loved dearly!

bubbles

it's stupid timing for them any way. My bro is off to afghanistan in march. Thanks for the messages. Good luck to all TTC

MonkeyFeet

how annoying! I'm really jealous of the two pregnant women at work even though I'm WTC, I want a baby RIGHT NOW and not in a year or so!

xclairex

awww honey i no its horrible but your time will come xx