I'm feeeling really resentful of people who are pregnant or have kids and it makes me feel really bad. My best friend is six months pregnant at the moment and although i am happy for her, i don't want to be around her or hear about it. Even complete strangers, i think why them and not me?? Does anyone else feel like this or am i just losing the plot???

Oh Slip,

Have you been ttc for long? I am very broody and although I would love a little rumpskin of my own, I cant begrudge others as you dont know what they have been through to get pregnant. My cousins wife had a stillborn boy last year and had to go through labour knowing he had died. That for me puts things into perspective.

Your time will come lovely.

Good luck xx

I know your right and thats why i feel so bad about feeling this way. Been trying for over a year now and just wish it would happen.
Hugs and kisses to you and thanks
Slip
xxx

Oh darling, I am sorry. Did not realise you had been trying for so long.

I realised that I may have come over very 'blunt' but did not mean to.

I have always wanted kids and decided my biological clock had seen better days.

Have you been to your docs yet to discuss?

xx

Yes and i have had two 21 day blood tests which showed i am not ovulating but there is a two year waiting list for the infertility clinic in my area. I can't afford to go private so all i can do is wait. i have heard that not all women ovulate every month so i am just praying that one of these months i will be and hopefully it will happen. I'm 35 next month so i don't have all the time in the world. Hows things with you?

Blimey, 2 years that is too long a wait.

I can therefore understand how you are feeling Slip.

Have you put yourself down on the waiting list? I guess 2 years is the worse case scenario just to cover their backs. You may get a cancellation or something and not have to wait so long.

I am 36 (37 in July) and the amount of comments I have got about my age and being childless - being left on the shelf, better hurry up, pull my finger out, tick tock - the list is endless.

I m/c in January and not sure if this was done to age/abnormalities or what.

I will have my fingers crossed that you ovulate soon lovely and get your little bundle of joy xxx

Yep they are regular and vary between 30-35 days. I am just praying that i start to ovulate naturally - fingers crossed.
Sorry to hear about your m/c and hope it happens for you soon.
Its nice to chat to people that are going through the same thing and to know i'm not losing the plot.
Hugs and kisses
xxx

You are not loosing the plot Slip.

It is just good to talk sometimes

x

It makes me feel weird and wonder why my angels aren't here with me. 3 years, 3 MCs, hoping that this year will be a lucky one