This sounds exactly like me a few weeks ago. I woke up early too full of excitement about testing. It's a horrible feeling, but it's passed for me now. I just feel like giving up at this stage. Can't even be bothered testing again as my cycle is way of the Richter scale.
I do hope you feel more relaxed in the next few days, I know how you feel trust me ... I thought I would crack up, so hopefully you are not feeling that bad.

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