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puppymom32 · Sep 29th, 2009, 11:38 AM

So I have decided that I am going to stop everything. Like I did before. Last Nov I stopped all the drugs and obsessing and just decided that what is going to happen is going to happen. I then fell pregnant in April naturally. Had and ectopic and since then have been even more obsessed started temping and adding more drugs to the mix. I am going to stop the temping, OPK's, the Metformin and baby asprin. I am going to keep taking my prenatal vits and epo CD1-12 no more testing before AF is due and symptom spotting every little twinge. I am just gonna let whatever is gonna happen happen. No more timing BDing and worrying about what I do in the 2WW. I am just going to live my life and if I wasnt meant to be a mom than so be it. All this stress is making me mad. I am so moody and not fun to be around. I wouldnt be my friend. Tired of all the disappointment and heartache. All of this has taken a strain on my relationship and I just need to be me.

dt1234565 · Sep 29th, 2009, 11:48 AM

Hey babe, i can see you have had a rough ride of it.

I think you are doing the right thing for the state of your sanity.

I wish you all the best and hope your new stragedy works for you.

In the meantime live your life to its fullest and try to act like a teenager for a bit (loads of them fall easy enough!)

Wishing you lots of love and luck

puppymom32 · Sep 29th, 2009, 11:53 AM

Thanks Dt it has worked pretty much everytime. I will MC and then get obsessive again and then stop and get pg again and then MC. I always think maybe there is something I can do to stop the MC from happening again but the truth is I cant if it is going to happen then it is going to happen. I am so tired of feeling like $hit all the time taking the meds and not getting anything in return. I had given up pretty much all caffeine for the last 6 mo and this morning I had a Latte it tasted so good.

Twinmad · Sep 29th, 2009, 11:55 AM

Aww!!! Babe... it's probably for the best to give your body a break, like you said, it's happened before so you CAN do it naturally so i'm keeping everything crossed for the both of you...and next time, the little beanie will setup base in ur uterus and no where else.... Huge

puppymom32 · Sep 29th, 2009, 11:57 AM

dont worry I am still gonna be on here stalking all of you. I will still need something to obsess over just not me anymore. LOL

dt1234565 · Sep 29th, 2009, 12:22 PM

Have you had checks to see if they can do any more to help you?

Liz2 · Sep 29th, 2009, 12:39 PM

I like this idea!!! And I hope that it works for you cause you sure deserve it!!! Good luck hon!!

puppymom32 · Sep 29th, 2009, 12:40 PM

I've been tested so much for everything I have PCO with regular periods and no other symptoms. Dr thought the tube could have been the problem but the tube has been removed since April and still nothing. I was taking the Met to help with the PCO but when I feel pg in April I was not on the Met so my PCO must not be too bad. I dont have any CM so I know that is a problem and hoping the EPO will help with that but I didnt have CM when I got pg in April so all finger were pointing to the tube. I know that I ovulate on my good side because I can feel it. So not sure now. Hoping it is just the stress that is causing the remaing issues. I have mild endo and a small fibriod but the Dr said it shouldnt be an issue. My insurance doesnt cover any fertility treatment so thus far everything has been out of pocket. Each scan cost me like 150.00 USD. So I have decided to just let nature take its course. I know my tube does work because I have had 2 regular MC so who knows right now classed as unexplained fertility.

puppymom32 · Sep 29th, 2009, 12:42 PM

Thanks Liz. I hope it does the trick again. At least now I know pretty much when I ovulate and that I do which is a good thing. Wasnt even sure if I did before. I just get so down when I Ovulate on the wrong side and I know if I wasnt paying so much attention I probably wouldnt even notice.

Liz2 · Sep 29th, 2009, 12:45 PM

I am not doing anything either. I know when I ovulate but other then that I don't chart, temp or do OPKs!! So I am a buddy with you there!!!! I will cheer you on!!!

Sep 29th, 2009, 11:38 AM	#1
puppymom32 Trying to conceive (TTC) BnB Addict Join Date: Jun 2009 Location: Ohio Posts: 6,762	NTNP from now on So I have decided that I am going to stop everything. Like I did before. Last Nov I stopped all the drugs and obsessing and just decided that what is going to happen is going to happen. I then fell pregnant in April naturally. Had and ectopic and since then have been even more obsessed started temping and adding more drugs to the mix. I am going to stop the temping, OPK's, the Metformin and baby asprin. I am going to keep taking my prenatal vits and epo CD1-12 no more testing before AF is due and symptom spotting every little twinge. I am just gonna let whatever is gonna happen happen. No more timing BDing and worrying about what I do in the 2WW. I am just going to live my life and if I wasnt meant to be a mom than so be it. All this stress is making me mad. I am so moody and not fun to be around. I wouldnt be my friend. Tired of all the disappointment and heartache. All of this has taken a strain on my relationship and I just need to be me.

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Sep 29th, 2009, 11:48 AM	#2
dt1234565 Other BnB Addict Join Date: Aug 2009 Location: Essex UK Posts: 4,100	Hey babe, i can see you have had a rough ride of it. I think you are doing the right thing for the state of your sanity. I wish you all the best and hope your new stragedy works for you. In the meantime live your life to its fullest and try to act like a teenager for a bit (loads of them fall easy enough!) Wishing you lots of love and luck

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Sep 29th, 2009, 11:53 AM	#3
puppymom32 Trying to conceive (TTC) BnB Addict Join Date: Jun 2009 Location: Ohio Posts: 6,762	Thanks Dt it has worked pretty much everytime. I will MC and then get obsessive again and then stop and get pg again and then MC. I always think maybe there is something I can do to stop the MC from happening again but the truth is I cant if it is going to happen then it is going to happen. I am so tired of feeling like $hit all the time taking the meds and not getting anything in return. I had given up pretty much all caffeine for the last 6 mo and this morning I had a Latte it tasted so good.

Status: Offline

Sep 29th, 2009, 11:55 AM	#4
Twinmad Trying to conceive (TTC) Active BnB Member Join Date: Sep 2009 Location: Milton Keynes Posts: 378	Aww!!! Babe... it's probably for the best to give your body a break, like you said, it's happened before so you CAN do it naturally so i'm keeping everything crossed for the both of you...and next time, the little beanie will setup base in ur uterus and no where else.... Huge

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Sep 29th, 2009, 11:57 AM	#5
puppymom32 Trying to conceive (TTC) BnB Addict Join Date: Jun 2009 Location: Ohio Posts: 6,762	dont worry I am still gonna be on here stalking all of you. I will still need something to obsess over just not me anymore. LOL

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Sep 29th, 2009, 12:22 PM	#6
dt1234565 Other BnB Addict Join Date: Aug 2009 Location: Essex UK Posts: 4,100	Have you had checks to see if they can do any more to help you?

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Sep 29th, 2009, 12:39 PM	#7
Liz2 Mum (Mom) BnB Addict Join Date: Aug 2009 Location: California Posts: 3,845	I like this idea!!! And I hope that it works for you cause you sure deserve it!!! Good luck hon!!

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Sep 29th, 2009, 12:40 PM	#8
puppymom32 Trying to conceive (TTC) BnB Addict Join Date: Jun 2009 Location: Ohio Posts: 6,762	I've been tested so much for everything I have PCO with regular periods and no other symptoms. Dr thought the tube could have been the problem but the tube has been removed since April and still nothing. I was taking the Met to help with the PCO but when I feel pg in April I was not on the Met so my PCO must not be too bad. I dont have any CM so I know that is a problem and hoping the EPO will help with that but I didnt have CM when I got pg in April so all finger were pointing to the tube. I know that I ovulate on my good side because I can feel it. So not sure now. Hoping it is just the stress that is causing the remaing issues. I have mild endo and a small fibriod but the Dr said it shouldnt be an issue. My insurance doesnt cover any fertility treatment so thus far everything has been out of pocket. Each scan cost me like 150.00 USD. So I have decided to just let nature take its course. I know my tube does work because I have had 2 regular MC so who knows right now classed as unexplained fertility.

Status: Offline

Sep 29th, 2009, 12:42 PM	#9
puppymom32 Trying to conceive (TTC) BnB Addict Join Date: Jun 2009 Location: Ohio Posts: 6,762	Thanks Liz. I hope it does the trick again. At least now I know pretty much when I ovulate and that I do which is a good thing. Wasnt even sure if I did before. I just get so down when I Ovulate on the wrong side and I know if I wasnt paying so much attention I probably wouldnt even notice.

Status: Offline

Sep 29th, 2009, 12:45 PM	#10
Liz2 Mum (Mom) BnB Addict Join Date: Aug 2009 Location: California Posts: 3,845	I am not doing anything either. I know when I ovulate but other then that I don't chart, temp or do OPKs!! So I am a buddy with you there!!!! I will cheer you on!!!

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