Today I am a little sad. I feel so out of control of my own fertility right now. This is the first time that I have felt this way since going to the doctor but I guess it was bound to happen.
I feel so left out when everyone is talking about their cycles and BBT. I can't even join in the conversations or even act like I know what is going on because I don't really understand it all. I have never even had cycles closer than 4-6 months apart unless I was on BCP's so I have never had the opportunity to check when I O and that in itself is the most frustrating thing to me. Hell, I do not even know when I should be BDing right now. It is all like a shot in the dark.
I know the doctor says that TTC is a long process but I am so having trouble being patient sometimes. Thank god the doctor said that if I am not regular in 3 months, we will jump start my periods with Provera(?) and then go to Clomid where they will do ultrasounds to know exactly when I O.
I guess today I just need a little support. Sorry for being all emo.
All the best and I hope the arrives soon for you (wow there's something I never thought I'd say). You will be on the TTC journey before you know it... well you practically already are!
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The following user says 'Thanks' to Chellebelle for this post:
Most of us here dont feel in control of our fertility regardless of the individual situation - thats why we come here!! Even those of us with 'normal' cycles etc get frustrated at times. Dont worry - come here for a moan anytime.
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The following user says 'Thanks' to Mervs Mum for this post:
I kinda understand but mine is for different reasons because I have 3 children and had absolutely no problem conceiving them. My youngest is 15 and now my OH and I are ttc after a tubal reversal. We have been trying sonce 5-07 and nothing yet!
I hope things start looking up for you and sending you lots of ! Good luck and vent, that's what B&B is for!
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The following user says 'Thanks' to jonnanne3 for this post:
Thanks guys. I had myself a good cry when I posted it... Okay... so maybe I am still crying a little but but thanks so much for the support.
I don't know anyone in RL that is TTC or has even had trouble TTC in the past so I am so glad I found this board full of such awesome women. You guys make me feel better.