Im bitter - Had enough of this game

sar35 · Sep 20th, 2009, 13:10 PM

Its a serious mind game isnt it!

Im bitter towards dp, im annoyed at families with young children, im jealous of all the bfp's.
I think maybe i shouldnt chart as i become obsessed but if you dont chart u dont know whats going on...
I dont know if im pg or due af or even due to ov !!! it all feels the same to me, why oh why....my chart not making any sense at all.

is it cos im older?I fell with my 2nd child at 20 and on the 2nd cycle and never done any charting or really understood about ov'ing.... maybe im trying too hard, maybe i need a break from here but its so hard, i need the support from people on here..

Im having a bad day

apple_20 · Sep 20th, 2009, 13:14 PM

aww im sorry you're feeling down. It is hard seeing other peoples bfp but i think some of them give me hope eg. if she is pg after a mc i could be etc.
you probably need to take your mind off it for a bit (i know easier said then done) it's hard not to obsess so i wish you lots of luck and baby dust x

sar35 · Sep 20th, 2009, 13:17 PM

its prob cos im due af that im feeling like this, and the fact that i dont think i ov this month.... gis a chance mother nature!!
thanks apple, i dont mean to sound horrible about the bfp's, im happy for them but jealous

Caterpiller · Sep 20th, 2009, 13:17 PM

Aw sweetie - I feel you - have you thought about taking a break for one month - no charting, no temping, just BDing every couple of days and seeing where the day takes you... I have made a deal with myself - next month I am not temping, and wont be until January 2010 - I will just go with the flow and listen to my body - if I want to BD - I will, if I feel a twinge in my ovary, around when O should happen - I will defo make sure we BD - I think part of the problem is that we all over analyse this, and think about it far too much. Perhaps you need to take a holiday from TTC, and just look at it as NTNP. Keep your chin up - it will happen.

apple_20 · Sep 20th, 2009, 13:20 PM

technically I'm ntnp but around this time (AF due) it's hard not to get obsessive!

sar35 · Sep 20th, 2009, 13:21 PM

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Originally Posted by Caterpiller

Aw sweetie - I feel you - have you thought about taking a break for one month - no charting, no temping, just BDing every couple of days and seeing where the day takes you... I have made a deal with myself - next month I am not temping, and wont be until January 2010 - I will just go with the flow and listen to my body - if I want to BD - I will, if I feel a twinge in my ovary, around when O should happen - I will defo make sure we BD - I think part of the problem is that we all over analyse this, and think about it far too much. Perhaps you need to take a holiday from TTC, and just look at it as NTNP. Keep your chin up - it will happen.

i see your point and have had this arguement with myself today, but what if i miss something, i feel like if its gonna take me a long time then i need some sort of evidence to the dr that ive been trying ( do I )?
thanks and i know where you are coming from ...good luck, i just feel like im getting older and cant waste any time

missy123 · Sep 20th, 2009, 13:27 PM

ohh heres your sister

feeling like that sooo much lately,i got pregnant straight away at 21 this time its taking almost 2 years

how old are u hun?

sar35 · Sep 20th, 2009, 13:28 PM

im 35....36 in Nov

missy123 · Sep 20th, 2009, 13:33 PM

how many kids have you got?ive been told this many times...if you did it before theres no reason why u cant do it again!!

sar35 · Sep 20th, 2009, 13:35 PM

my oldest daughter is 18 and my son is 14, im with a new partner now who doesnt have any kids!!!! he is 30

Sep 20th, 2009, 13:10 PM	#1
sar35 Mum (Mom) BnB Addict Join Date: Jun 2009 Location: Deal, Kent Posts: 5,546	Im bitter - Had enough of this game Its a serious mind game isnt it! Im bitter towards dp, im annoyed at families with young children, im jealous of all the bfp's. I think maybe i shouldnt chart as i become obsessed but if you dont chart u dont know whats going on... I dont know if im pg or due af or even due to ov !!! it all feels the same to me, why oh why....my chart not making any sense at all. is it cos im older?I fell with my 2nd child at 20 and on the 2nd cycle and never done any charting or really understood about ov'ing.... maybe im trying too hard, maybe i need a break from here but its so hard, i need the support from people on here.. Im having a bad day

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Sep 20th, 2009, 13:14 PM	#2
apple_20 Pregnant (Expecting) Active BnB Member Join Date: Aug 2009 Location: nottingham UK Posts: 927	aww im sorry you're feeling down. It is hard seeing other peoples bfp but i think some of them give me hope eg. if she is pg after a mc i could be etc. you probably need to take your mind off it for a bit (i know easier said then done) it's hard not to obsess so i wish you lots of luck and baby dust x

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Sep 20th, 2009, 13:17 PM	#3
sar35 Mum (Mom) BnB Addict Join Date: Jun 2009 Location: Deal, Kent Posts: 5,546	its prob cos im due af that im feeling like this, and the fact that i dont think i ov this month.... gis a chance mother nature!! thanks apple, i dont mean to sound horrible about the bfp's, im happy for them but jealous

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Sep 20th, 2009, 13:17 PM	#4
Caterpiller Trying to conceive (TTC) Chat Happy BnB Member Join Date: Aug 2009 Location: Dubai, United Arab Emirates Posts: 1,778	Aw sweetie - I feel you - have you thought about taking a break for one month - no charting, no temping, just BDing every couple of days and seeing where the day takes you... I have made a deal with myself - next month I am not temping, and wont be until January 2010 - I will just go with the flow and listen to my body - if I want to BD - I will, if I feel a twinge in my ovary, around when O should happen - I will defo make sure we BD - I think part of the problem is that we all over analyse this, and think about it far too much. Perhaps you need to take a holiday from TTC, and just look at it as NTNP. Keep your chin up - it will happen.

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Sep 20th, 2009, 13:20 PM	#5
apple_20 Pregnant (Expecting) Active BnB Member Join Date: Aug 2009 Location: nottingham UK Posts: 927	technically I'm ntnp but around this time (AF due) it's hard not to get obsessive!

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Sep 20th, 2009, 13:27 PM	#7
missy123 Other Chat Happy BnB Member Join Date: Apr 2009 Location: Ireland Posts: 1,561	ohh heres your sister feeling like that sooo much lately,i got pregnant straight away at 21 this time its taking almost 2 years how old are u hun?

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Sep 20th, 2009, 13:28 PM	#8
sar35 Mum (Mom) BnB Addict Join Date: Jun 2009 Location: Deal, Kent Posts: 5,546	im 35....36 in Nov

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Sep 20th, 2009, 13:33 PM	#9
missy123 Other Chat Happy BnB Member Join Date: Apr 2009 Location: Ireland Posts: 1,561	how many kids have you got?ive been told this many times...if you did it before theres no reason why u cant do it again!!

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Sep 20th, 2009, 13:35 PM	#10
sar35 Mum (Mom) BnB Addict Join Date: Jun 2009 Location: Deal, Kent Posts: 5,546	my oldest daughter is 18 and my son is 14, im with a new partner now who doesnt have any kids!!!! he is 30

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