Aw Hays...u sound so sad!
If you are spotting due to implantation then happy days, which will be confirmed by a BFP some time soon.
If you are spotting and the silly cow AF

is on her way then at least you know everything is functioning properley and it is just a matter of time b4you get caught.
Some people would love to be regular like you.
My friend told me that her boobs were leaking a cycle b4 she got bfp, and her doc said it was her body's way of ready for her forthcoming pregnancy.
And if AF

shows then maybe you should step up your baby making a gear and maybe invest in ovulating stuff???
So chin up hun...don't be too sad!!!!
Cat x