hi ladies i am baffled by my cycle (and usually i am so in tune with my body).

my cycles have always been irregular i never ov on the same cd each cycle and its not really bothered me that much til now. since losing jessica they have gotten longer (before my girls i could go 2-3 months with no af,when ttc jessica my cycles were around 30-35 days long now they are about 35-45 days long)

have been doing opks for a week just incase and i also do my bbt and check cervical mucous.

so far no + opk though temps have started to get lower. today i had some pinkish/brownish spotting so i thought possibly i was oving but still no + opk.

i had watery/ewcm 6 days ago but thought it was far to early for me to ov (earliest i have ever ov'd is cd16) plus my temps havent showed ov either so cant be implantation bleeding.

please ladies tell me what you think and if you could look at my chart (link in my sig) and let me know what you think i would be very grateful.

why cant i just have a normal body where i ov on the same day each cycle rather then having to figure it out and go stir crazy waiting and waiting and more waiting.

sorry ranting there just so so fed up right now. all i want is to get pg again and with jessicas due date looming its just getting on top of me. x

nobody want to give me advice (

spotting has gotten heavier and is now going from being sludgy brown to bright red to pinky mucous then back to sludgy brown again sorry wayyyy tmi!!!!. still no +opk either. getting cramps like af is on her way and not the usual ovulation pains i would get if i were ovulating.

confused.com! x

aw cant help but didnt want to read and run x i am on first month of ttc after kristian and cant get my head round it x x

I'm so sorry for your loss

I had spotting this month between cd14 and cd20. I have never spotted mid cycle, but it was pink/brown an mixed with CM. Now am on cd31-32 of a 28 day cycle. Keep testing with the OPK's hun
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Hmm, how horrible for you, especially with it being such a hard time for you.

Hopefully your body is gearing up to OV, all i can suggest is keep on with the OPK's, your OV was quite late your last cycle.

Fingers crossed for you hunni, hope you get some answers really soon.

I agree, looks like you o'd quite late last cycle but drop in temps looks like your on your way.

Are they starting to darken at all?

All you can do is keep testing.

Lots of for you xxxxxxxxxxx