The that is. I think she's here. Am bleeding (unless the myth of implantation bleeding is true, yeh right). I know deep inside, it's the witch. 2-3 days early. And yet she was 2-3 days late last month, then early again the month before. Weird cycles, which makes it worse.

It's only my third cycle without using any contraceptives so it's not a surprise really. But I am so fed up of thinking 'this is the month' and then being disappointed already. Fed up of allowing myself to think it might be the month.

Tempted to buy a CB Fertility Monitor tomorrow or do I need to if we BD every other day from the moment AF ends? Won't I need to start using it from tomorrow (as imagine that's when AF will come on good and proper)? Any advice?

PS. Just got a phone call, my stepmum's in labour. Excited for her and can't wait to see my little bro or sis but timing is !

Sorry to hear she got you this month

I know what you are feeling. I have heard about implantation spotting and I hope that is what is going on with you! Good luck and congratulations with the new brother or sister! Take care!

ah honey, we are in our First month of TTC, i'm on day 35 and i went through my diary at length, my cycle is showing a mix of 30 -48 days. Didnt realise i ws ever up to day 48.
Its weird when you start the quest for a baby, you are always wondering like you say.

I'm going shopping saturday, me and OH are going to get a CB monitor.

Congratulations on getting a little bro or Sis.

My brother has his 2nd on the 12Jan, his lovely and when i held him i was so happy and pleased for them, but still wished it was me

That's exactly how I will feel when I hold me little bro or sis.

O well, one day it'll be me (I hope) and I need to keep telling myself, I've only been trying for 3 months. x

Im sorry the bitch got you Have a drink Thats what Im going to do!

Congtats and best wishes for your Stepmom

I am sorry for you!!! I would recommend the CBFM and BDing every other day after AF...it seems to be effective for a lot of people. Best of luck Trixs!