I deal with it by getting anxious then excited then nervous then excited again, then impatient then puzzled then excited again then sometime tearful and finally enthusiastic about starting a new cycle. And that only with 2 months ttc. God help me if I have to wait for much longer.
I'm finding it a life changing and tedious experience to say the least, so I understand your question perfectly.
Good luck with your quest and heres wishing you lots and lots of
I know this probably sounds weird, but I have been spending a LOT of time on this forum, which has really helped me. I know now that I am not the only one dealing with the craziness of TTC.
In between going back and forth with the what if's in my head, I try to read a book and lately just clean like crazy, I'm waiting to 'O' this month and it will be coming up in a few days I think, so I'm on a cleaning frenzy lol