| A breakthrough I just wanted to share a breakthrough that I had today. As many of you know, I'm currently on holiday with my hubby in Israel. We've decided to do a learning trip, where we study in schools for 1/2 a day each day. Anyway, today I met my teachers, and one of them was about 8 months pregnant. I noticed immediately, of course, but NOT because I was upset or jealous or envious...but just because she was ready to pop! She was so big. That's what I noticed. Then we chatted and I asked her when she was due, and we spoke about her pregnancy etc. Then...the class began and I got right into it. It wasn't until about 15 minutes into the class that I realized that not once...not even ONCE had I thought "oh...I wish I could be pregnant" while I spoke with her. It was amazing. It was just like it was when I wasn't TTC.
For some reason, the thought of wanting to be preggers didn't even cross my mind while discussing her pregnancy. It was tremendously freeing. |