Just to let all of u know that I wont be that active in this forum.. I feel TTC has stolen my life, brain, sanity, everything.
I know that we arent actively TTC now, but maybe soon. I am taking into consideration stepping aside when we actually ttc again. It just frustrates me reading so many things on what, how, when, why, everything starts with a "w" in TTC.
I really need my life back... not only ttc made me like this but definetly my two miscarriages did even more. I still feel heartbroken and need to collect my pieces and reconstruct myself.
I will be going back to work this coming week which I think it's great. I am still on the unpaid leave that was supposed to be for my first tri.
Anyway, I will still be visiting the forum, and maybe even posting in my journal, I dont know.. I feel I am broken down into pieces.
I really want to conceive asap, and relaxing is good for it. Thinking about it a lot makes me go nuts so I actually do need to do that!
I am gona miss u all and I dont really know when I can be active again as I am.. most of u have seen me hiding a bit.. that's how it started.
Anyway, PM if anyone needs anything. I am checking on all of u.. I just need to breathe again.
Totally understand Suzan i did the same thing back in May after my m/c had quite a long break before i came back. Take care of yourself and hope to see you back soon x
thanks for all the support, i wish you all the best, hun 
and i hope you get your miracle!
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