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Old Jul 6th, 2009, 20:45 PM   #1
BellaBlonde
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This 2ww is a total killer...


I pretty much think I'm going crazy! I am absolutely dying to poas... I hate the not knowing. I keep having to restrain myself from taking a PG test to the bathroom every 10 minutes, it's exhausting! I have butterflies... I just want to know!

I'm trying so hard to be good - vitamins and all of that, and I'm so paranoid of doing something wrong to harm a potential developing baby. I'm overthinking everything. Caffeine, food, activity... Gosh!

What's making it worse is that I'm even symptom spotting. is supposed to be here the 14th, but I've been having horrible cramps, headaches, muscle aches, I'm irritable, my nipples hurt (not my actual breasts, weird!?). My guy ate something and tried to pretend he didn't, but I was like...Are you cooking something!? He gave me the strangest look - he didn't cook anything, but he ate something cold, and I smelled it on his breath. SO strange. I'm not a cryer, even around normal PMS, but the last few days, really random things have just set me off to where I'm a bawling fit. I don't know if I'm just tricking myself because it's something I want so badly.

That can't happen, right? I think I OV'd around the 28th or so... I couldn't possibly feel anything yet! Right?

I'm probably just crazy and imagining things... rawr.

9 more days... Here's praying they go fast! Come on time.. speed up, I want my


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Old Jul 6th, 2009, 20:49 PM   #2
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Hey hun,
I'm the same. I am due on the 15th (i thought that was 8 days away but i may have worked that out wrong! gutted) I'm also symptom spotting so don't worry, your not alone there!
Hope you get that
xxxx


 
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Old Jul 6th, 2009, 20:55 PM   #3
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OMG I know exactly how you feel. I am 7DPO right now and still have a week to go. I am feeling very moody as well. I feel like I need to cry and then the next minute I just want to bite everyone's head off. This TTC thing is just so exhausting! I swore I wasn't going to SS this time around but I just can't control myself.

You symptoms sound so very promising and I hope that you get your this month! Keep us posted on how it goes for you!


 
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Old Jul 6th, 2009, 21:14 PM   #4
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Thank you, Princess! I feel a little less crazy now. Still crazy, but maybe that's normal for this point in time.

Want - I laughed when I saw your picture... I feel the same way! Excuse my paranoia. haha. Love it! Lately, I feel like all I want is to be cuddled, then I don't want anything to do with anybody.

Thanks for all of the support! I feel so much better.

Now... how do I get past this 2ww with my sanity intact!?

Good luck, girls!!


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Old Jul 6th, 2009, 21:19 PM   #5
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Well i've not quite worked out how i'm getting through it as every second i think about it. But the two biggest mistakes i've made is...
I did a pregnancy test, which obv showed neg as its too early. That's left me really dissappointed.
I've also been looking at symptoms and concentrating on the ones i haven't got... that makes me feel really down.

Just try to enjoy yourself and don't limit what you can't have to much.

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Old Jul 6th, 2009, 21:34 PM   #6
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I saw that picture and thought OMG that is so me right now! And I was just thinking the same as Princess about the symptoms I am not having. I was so moody about it early that I ran to the bathroom to have a good cry. I had to tell myself to not test yet as I know it is too early and will ultimately show a whether it is a false negative or not. Sooo, I am just trying to find things to think about other than TTC....unfortunately, it is not working for me . Sometimes I wished I was like my sister about the becoming pregnant. All she had to do was look at her DH and she would be pregnant....so not fair!!!


 
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Old Jul 6th, 2009, 21:59 PM   #7
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Every woman is sooo different... what I think might be symptoms could turn out to be my overactive imagination trying to trick myself into thinking I'm PG, while symptoms you may not have could really turn out to be irrelevant!

I am just dying to go poas... but the rational side of my brain is telling me to hold out. I go from - "Oh, only 9 days!" to... "Ugh, 9 whole days..."

Everybody in my family has gotten pregnant SO easily. I've been off BC since March, and have been tracking my OV and cycles and CM and all of that, so I really don't know how long it will take me. Kind of makes me wonder how so many people get PG so easily... it's actually pretty complicated!


 
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Old Jul 7th, 2009, 08:34 AM   #8
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It took me 2 years to get prego with my 2nd child. And now with our 3rd, I have been trying for 8 cycles with a month here and there off. I have been temping, checking cm, charting, taking all kinds of vitamins, etc and still no sticky bean. I am 35 and know my chances have dropped because of age but still can't figure out why it has ever been so hard for me to get prego!

I almost caved last night and POAS but some how managed to not give in. I was sitting there thinking, "ugggh, a week is so long to wait". Maybe I won't think about it today, Yeah Right!


 
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Old Jul 7th, 2009, 12:27 PM   #9
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Aww.. Congratulations on your two little ones! I really hope you get that soon for number 3!

I'm 22 and this is my second cycle trying. I got off of BC in March though so maybe that was why?

As soon as I woke up this morning, I didn't think about brushing my teeth... My thought was "First morning urine!" lol!

I didn't test though. So far so good! But my day has only just begun!

I wonder how soon I can test... I get really confused. I have some of those dollar tests lying around and I figure instead of spending the 14 on a brand name, I would see if that was positive, then just test on a brand name instead of wasting 14!


 
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Old Jul 7th, 2009, 13:48 PM   #10
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My AF is due on 14th as well! I was just thinking what a killer the 2ww is! This is now my 7th cycle after my MC and so I'm not getting my hopes up, but there's always that little thing in my head telling me to test! I could quite happily POAS every time I go to the loo!


 
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