Wow, thank you all SO much for all the support!
I did fall asleep around 4:30am - petting the cat and reading a cheesy romance novel helped take my mind off things

I woke up around 8:30 still tired, but I didn't have any nightmares. We're both off work until January, so hubby and I had a good hug, and later on I had a nice nap with the cat while he took his mom out shopping.
I can't thank you all enough, you're all so incredibly sweet and supportive. What a very nice community this is!
