So, I was imagining things yesterday! I was trying to make an evap line into a BFP!
Last night the

caught me, no cramps or anything, 3 days early!
I actually feel good about it. I feel like I've been given some time to get myself together...clean out my office and the spare bedroom, get my concentration back at work, just generally pull myself together. I also feel like someone's telling me it's going to happen soon...
still feel positive that it's going to happen soon. It just wasn't the right time this month. But soon.
My doctor's going to get an earful though!

Why the .... have I been feeling so bad???? maybe it's Pazil withdrawal coming back to haunt me...someone here said that it can come back months after you are off it, but I don't know...we'll see. If I keep getting new "symptoms" every month I'm going to drive myself and everyone else on here

!
Thanks for the good vibes! I still think it's going to happen soon!
And GL on everyone else getting their BFPs! We've had a bunch for Christmas and a few more that look promising...come on

!