Maybe your cycle is going back to a normal 28 day cycle? Baby dust to all! Thanks for the kind words.

oh yeah, i get really down when af comes. actually it was worse the first few months as i was really hoping to be pg but after 6 months i kind of don't think i will be so it's not as disappointing.

My DH said the same last month! I was fed up of getting yet another BFN and was crying saying that I must be doing something wrong. Or that they had done something to me when I had my C Section. And I was blaming myself about everything. Then DH said that it could be a problem with his swimmers, and it hit me - he's as upset as I am every month but he just doesn't show it! He lets me get completely depressed and fed up and a right cow every month, but he just supports me through it all!

I'm just so fed up now with ttc.

when af comes i feel like i am breaking down
its just so frustrating at times xxx

yeah i know how you feel, i feel like that all the time