well, i'm at 11 dpo. and after 12 months of ttc, i know what a negative test looks like, right!? well, i guess not. for the past 4 days, i could swear i've seen such faint 's and i keep waiting and waking up in the morning, and just knowing that this will be the morning that the line is clear. well, not so much. they are still, or at least, a man couldn't see them. but my LP is only 9 days lont, and i'm on day 11, temps still holding strong, bb's are still tender, (usually stop hurting a couple days before the ) and my cervix has done this weird thing that i've never felt it do before, i've had the unfortunate experience to check my cervix about 20 seconds before AF started one time, and it was high and very hard. now, this is hard to explain, but it is very high, soft, and more tightly closed than i have ever felt it! see, i've had kids, so it is always slightly open at least. it even has this flap of skin connecting it that i've never felt before, it almost feels likes it's not attached to my v-walll (tmi i know!) so what else could that mean!! i just want this wait to be over, this cycle is now 42 days long. just want the to show or a

thanks for looking, sorry for the pity party!! baby dust to all.

all you can do is hold out a little longer and test in a day or 2.

i have fingers crossed for you hunxx

ty for not reading and running. i will keep testing until shows her ugly ugly face.

hang on in there - i had a def bfp on a FRER this sunday but have started spotting - just very light at the moment and pale....terrified it'll turn into full-blown witch. UNTIL you get the witch, full on and proper you are still in the game. good luck and lots of babydust to you xxxxxxx