Chart Stalker Thread ~ Add Your Chart & Chat

[Layla]

having a very emotional day today.

really worring that im not pregnant now after the test this morning and im so anxoius to find out for sure, 6 months of not working then all of a sudden, just before i was about to get help i start again has shot my emotions all over the place.

xx

[Arcanegirl]

Temps are dropping and ive started spotting...

[Bec]

Hey girls,

Well Layla you are only on 11 DPO so try not to get het up about it .... being stressed will just make things worse for you over the next few days ... and it you're not pg .. then at least you know that you've got back on track with your cycles again now and can start pinpointing ovulation a bit better?? Here's hoping you get that BFP in a few days ...

AG .... sorry you've started spotting ... Let's hope AF doesn't show up properly ....

I have mostly good days ... but I think that's due to the fact that I'm very good at putting 'things' to the back of my mind ...... and I have the odd days when I get really really down ... and the same thought keeps going round and round in my head .... what if I can't have children?? My friend is due in 10 days .... and my best freind is due in May. In a completely selfish way I am completely dreading the day her bub is born ... Her being pg is the hardest thing to cope with ... it hurts so much .... so most of the time I try to put it to the back of my mind ... sometimes I just feel like completely giving up on the whole thing ... if I was younger I'd probably have a break for a year or so ... but I'm 33 this year and so I am not afforded that luxury ... And I'm pretty sure I haven't even ovulated this month..... oh well - at least I'm getting some bloods done soon ... hopefully the Doc can help ....

[Layla]

Sorry AG

Bec i really feel for you, really hope the doc can help you out soon!

xx

[Layla]

Looks like AF will show up today


x

[Arcanegirl]

Same here, temps are right down below coverline

[Wobbles]

for you both

x

[Layla]

just done an ultra early test, defo not pregnant

I just hope that this ovulation wasnt a one off and that i do go on to ovulate again next month.

xx

[Wobbles]

Positive Layla .....

All goes smoothly from now ... Worry IF you need to or you'll send yourself into a state hun *hugs*

[Layla]

yeah i know, sorry, cant help it, im a born worrier lol

Its just taken so long to get ot this point, i dont want to have to start all over again.

xx