| Well, hormones and doubts probably DO play a big part of it - but that's fine, it's acceptable - you're PREGNANT, it IS a big responsbility and sure, it will change your life.
But to be honest honey, and i know i'm only 16 so it's understandable if you don't want to agree with me, but is he really worth it? Sure, it feels like you can't make it on your own sometimes, or you want your baby to have a dad as a role model too.. but sometimes, it could do more damage than good if he's going to put you, and eventually the child, through a bit of an emotional turmoil. I think that hopefully, when your child is born, he will settle down - he'll be a father, and if he really cares, he will not want to lose you or his responsibility as a parent. If he does, more fool him - it's his loss.
The good thing is, though, many training places offer baby care facilities for while you're studying or whatever. And when you've passed the levels you want - you could be a home therapist, or make up artist! My hairdresser wanted to do hair dressing for a long time, and then she fell pregnant. She thought her career was over but now, after training, she does her job at home or travels to other peoples houses with her baby; she really enjoys it - she can do hairdressing for peoples prom nights; or whatever.
Good luck to you, i really hope it all works out! xo | 
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