natasja32

Im missing my beautifull boy more than ever lately. I dont know whats wrong with me at the moment. Maybe its because his first bday is coming up on the 13th March. Im still so angry,he should be here. I should not have to be leaving my baby boy messages on a memorial site or be visiting him in a grave yard. I just feel so crap at the moment. And everything i do for Bodhi,wether its buying him something new for his garden or leaving him a new message it never seems enough. I still blame myself for his death. I was his mummy and i didnt save my baby!

Lexi mummy

sending you massive what you are feeling is normal for greif hun. i find i go through fazes when i can live life ok and then bam i think about things more than i normally allow myself and i feel like i am back at sqaure one. its such a hard journey to be travelling xxx

babyell

Oh Hun you can't blame yourself, bodhi loves you no matter what and he certainly wouldn't blame you for anything. Sorry you feeling so low recently, big hugs to you xxx

bunnyg82

It's christmas time and his birthday is coming up, it's no wonder you feel like this. It must be so difficult. But you really musn't think you aren't doing enough for your son. I am sure Bodhi is so happy watching over you knowing you still care about him soooo much and are doing all those lovely things for him xx

RileysMummy

huge hun. sorry you're feeling so low but like Lexi Mummy said, its normal in grief to go through stages and harder patches i guess, although im sure you agree everyday is a hard day. Please dont blame yourself hun.
xxx

lisa_33

natasja i feel the same just now hunny xxx

jess_smurf

its such a hard time for us xx miss kristian too its all i can think about

BabyC091109

Big hugs to you x Know exactly what you are feeling, I keep thinking that it has to be my fault that my little angel passed away as he was inside me x

CS10

I can so very well relate to feeling GUILTY all the time. I also feel that as his mummy I should have known something was wrong and it was my job to keep him safe but really, we did everything we could to protect our babies.

I understand how you feel, I miss Aidan terribly and it doesn't matter where I am or what I'm doing, I try to imagine what he would have been doing if he was with me.

So sorry you are feeling so low, all I can do is to send you a big

xxxx