posh

Well, here I am. Sad woman on her own, spent half the evening so far in tears thinking about how christmas was going to be spent. Husband has gone out for the night and I really couldn't do with all that fake 'merry christmas' stuff. No, I am not having a 'merry' christmas!
Really shouldn't have gone through his clothes - found 2 my first christmas bibs that I forgot I bought in the sale back in may - yep, that was the start of this downhill.
I'm sorry, just dribbling on.......this is the first xmas where I so just wanna hibernate

How do some of you guys carry on year after year - this is soooo hard.....

jess_smurf

me too x just got off to bad start too

posh

Jess, its nice in a way to know that we aren't alone, at least I have my vodka!!
I just hope that next year isn't like this - god only knows what I will do if it is...
Sending my love to all the angels and their mummies...

lisa_33

i have even told all my family not to phone me tomorrow and wish me a happy christmas, i told them i dont want gifts...my husband is at work offshore and we didnt even get cards for each other to open.
its just to much xxx

RileysMummy

hun, wish i could say something but i know there isnt really, just wanted you to know, well you know you're not alone. i too wish i could hibernate til this crap is over, im sick of pretending to be happy
xxx