priddy

Hi ladies, its 12 years tomorrow since I found out through a scan that my son was now an angel baby and then will be 12 years fri when he was stillborn. Yes time does improve things but I can still tell you every moment of those few days and although it gets easier you never forget. To make it worse I am booked for a scan tomorrow with this pregnancy and must admit im dreading going in the scan room knowing what followed all those years ago. Feel like everyone thinks im daft as its long time ago but as I said feels like yesterday at the moment and im starting to worry like mad somethings gonna go wrong this time!!!

calliebaby

I can't even begin to imagine what you are feeling. Just wanted you to know that you have support.

hayley x

aww I'm so sorry. Its 'nice' to hear that you still talk about him, I hate how people think if you're pregnant again then youre magically cured! I'm sure time doesnt make a difference to how much you miss them, you just learn that you have to live with it regardless, but that doesnt make it right. Will be thinking of you tomorrow, I'm sure all will be perfect with baby xxx

Sunshine.

I wish you all the best for your scan tomorrow.

x

lisa_33

good luck 2morro with your scan hunny, i am sure everything will be perfect for you.
i honestly can't imagine being 12 years down the line from this, but i do know even now its something i will never forget
lisa xxx

priddy

Thanks ladies, been awake since 6am had my doppler out to reassure myself before hand. Hope everyone has a good day xxxx and xxxx for all our angels.

lisa_33

let us know how you get on hunny, again good luck and enjoy seeing your little one xxx

RileysMummy

Heya hun, sorry to hear about your angel baby, sending you lots of love. Good luck with the scan today darling xx

natasja32

Goodluck with your scan today hunny. Im sure all will be fine. Thinking of you.

priddy

Scan went fine although hes a big boy!!! Im 32 wks and they reckon hes already between 5lb3 and 5lb 6!!! Im having monitoring 3 times wk at hosp, and have another scan bkd for 36 wks which is xmas eve and they have said at clinic today dont think will leave me to 40wks so prob be induced around 38. Feel so much happier knowing there monitoring me well just got try get bp back down as 143/95 today but maybe the stress of the day. Thanks again ladies for being here and knowing exactly what its like xxx.