babytots

having a crappy time at the moment. af is due anyday and am missing jessica.

to top it off i noticed an advertisment for a job. it was to do with vodaphones make a difference uk campaign. basically you chose a charity of your choice to work with (have to ok with the charity first) for 2 months to try and make a difference to that charity and vodaphone would pay you for your time just like a normal job.

i was interested in it so was thinking of contacting sands. but then i realized sands was pretty well known and awareness of sands is more accessible in places like hospitals etc. so contacted the miscarriage association who are well known too but not as much as sands. but they didnt get back to me in time for me to apply as applications stopped on the 3rd i got an email yesterday.

the misscarriage association was intrested in doing it with me too.

nothing ever goes right for me bad luck does follow me around thats for sure now!!! x

Lexi mummy

oh hun

im sorry you are feeling so low. when it comes it hits you in waves. i too feel like bad luck follows us around. i said that to a few people who say "you have to think positive" and "bad luck will follow you around if you say that"

after what we have been through its hard to think positively.

always here if you want to chat and i hope some more gentle days are ahead xxxx

babytots

thanks hun like you say some days its just so hard to stay positive and i try my best to but some days i just cant. thanks for replying hun hope you are well. x

meldmac

Sorry hon you're feeling so low. We're here for you if you need us.