| Ughh I'm stressing out. Mom and dad are on their way out there now. I'm glad this is finally getting done, but my mom is tooo nice. I can see her now saying "well I know Raelene wasn't completely innocent in this, I know she gets upset sometimes" (which I did, but only because he drove me to that point) and Adam's going to see that as "Oh I did the right thing because she's crazy and even her MOM knows that" and its just going to validate it in his mind that I was in the wrong.
And then, she's going to see that he has rotted food left in the fridge from when I left 6 weeks ago..and she's going to clean it all out for him. Then she's going to see that the floors need to be swept...and she's going to end up sweeping them.
She is just too nice to people for their own good. I'm going to be having a panic attack until they call me and tell me they got the stuff out. If she's nice to him, Adam is just going to take it all as "well they're nice to me, they must know why I did why I did" because he is warped in the head.
Ughhh I'm so nervous. I know if I was out there the situation would be going down a little differently, and I'd probably prefer it that way haha. |