I know whwt you are going threw honey Oh and I have been ttc no 1 for 2 and a half years and have gone threw wainting to threw in the towel as it is so hard I've seen me just sit and cry for days and days and other times feel so much more optimistic, although it is hard our longing to hold our baby one day keeps us trying, I also was on the depo and came off it just over a year before we started ttc, My doc did say it can take up to 18month to wear off compleatly and you can still have normal periods with depo still working, Please hand on in there yopu will be glad you did when you finally hold no 4! Sending
Stacey xx