I know exactly how you feel, and every so often I have similar outbursts! It's totally normal to feel these things hun. It all seems so unfair sometimes. People ask me how i cope. I wish they wouldn't . It only makes me think more. Then cry, then sob. I've made a pact to get on with other things in my life and not to stress too much. I get really stuck into hobbies, and doing the house up.
So, take care hun. You'll get there one day, we all will.
