Tracie87

i just feel so down in the dirt..

20 months this has been going on now and i no my results are next month but it feels never ending. ill be mid cycle by then so ill have 2 wait till oct!! it doesnt seem fair sum 1 so young n healthy who never hurt a fly gets so much bad luck... when/if i fall preg this yr hubby wnt b here nxt yr 4 the birth thats if i carry that far!!

i just feel so down n feel like no 1 can pull me out!!

meisha

hi there, i am new to this site today but can relate to so many gals on here. i know what you are saying. i work with drug addicts and watch them come into treatment, committ offences, test positive for heroin and crack and then wheel there little bundles into the clinic. its heart breaking and i just wanna smash their effing faces in! lol
BUT we have to understand that the world does not stop reproducing because we arent doing. It is hard to except and hard to remain positive but if you are 20 you have many many years ahead of you. go out get passed and enjoy yourselve. your little bundle will come to you eventually, through which ever means.
xxx

Tracie87

thankx hun but can i point out iv lost 4 in 2 years and im undergoing intencive tests 2 see if i can ever have kids im happily married 2 a wonderful man
just let u no incase u didnt no my full story. iv been threw alot
but thanks for your comment and welcome 2 the site

meisha

sorry no i didnt know your situation. i too have had a lot to go ghrough. i'm having tests done, partners vv possibly reversed itself again and i suffered from a complete molar resulting in 5 months of chemo. i'm sure loads of ladies are in the same situation andd are finding it very very hard to come to terms with and hard to cope with. age does give you more time though.. i know you don't wanna go out and enjoy yourselve when all you want is that little bundle but you have more time to have various shots at it that others. i'm nearly 31 and partner is 41... time isnt really on our side.. fertility depletes from early 30's onwards.
I hope that the medical pro's work something out and get you your little bundle... sending you lots and lots of baby dust.

xx

meisha

my mates gf suffered from 3 mc in a short space of time and she is now receiving an hormonal injection called .....pro sorry cant think what the name is...so far she is 14 weeks! longest she has gone... have you been told about this injection? its still in the early stages of being handed out but its on nhs.

Tracie87

they think its genetic my probloem