pixielou

Hi FJL and hope all goes well!

FJL

Hey girls...well its only 4 days till my BETA now and i'm getting very nervous!

Symptoms have been all over the place, I know with being on crinone I can't read into any of them but its so hard!!! (.)(.) aren't that sore anymore though I did experience a single shooting pain this morning in right (.) woke up this morning with distinct AF cramps and wetness (sorry, sorry, TMI I know!!!) down south which is what always happens before visits me. Went to the loo and thankgod, no AF.

I shouldn't get AF anyway until I go off crinone but AF can still come before then.

I am trying to hold off POAS as much as I can, it is so hard!!! Tuesday which is my BT will be 16dpo (well, 16 days since egg collection) but i'm *thinking* that Sunday being 14dpo should show up a positve results if it is a BFP right?

Constant butterflies in my tummy thats for sure!

Thanks for all your well wishes girls

miel

you are so close now

FJL

I think AF is on her way

I just went grocery shopping and intense AF pain hit my like a tonne of bricks. All day i've had a dull ache on my left side only so I started to get positive as thats what side Dr put embryo.

But...

I just got home and i've started spotting

I predict AF will be in full force later tonight or early tomorrow.

miel

oh no i am so sorry so unfair

MissAma

Try and wait it out hon, you may have a late implanter on your hands. I had serious AF pains starting with 4dp3dt and onwards then they vanished, then I cramped again for two days when AF was due and it never came and so on. Fingers crossed that the pain was a good sign.

FJL

Well, i'm out, AF is definitely here. Just spoke to the nurse again and have to have BT tomorrow anyway. Then Dr is going to call me next week to schedule my op. F.uck I feel like shi.t I just went off my brain at poor DH because he's telling me not to be so negative, that the BT could come back positive...FFS, I know what its like to have a full flow period...after all this sh.it what the hell do I have to be positve about?

Oh, and i'm enjoying my 2nd glass of wine...

Beckic

Oh sweetheart I'm so so so so sorry.

I'm absolutely heartbroken for you.

you dont have to put a brave face on it and be positive for anyone - you are absolutely allowed to be sad and to grieve.

its so cruel to give you a bt anyway - do they want to effin rub it in?

bx x x x

Sinead

I don't know what to say honey, just want to send you the biggest hug.

maz

I'm so so sorry it hasn't worked this time.