wannabmum

As most of u know we are currently nearing the end of our first try ICSI so far it has been such a rollarcoaster from feeling positive to feeling really low, today I'm finding it exceptionaly hard to cope god knows what tommorrow is going to be like, dh had time of first 2 weeks during stimming ec et but had to go bk to work after he works mon to fri, I work frm home with my horses on my own, I have bn trying my best today to keep my mind off things but have bn unable to do this my friends that do know what I'm going threw I just feel they haven't been there for me at all and just don't know where to turn I have often been in tears today and just feel so low I just don't know what to do. Sorry just thohught if wrote down mite make me feel better but doesn't seemed to have worked.

chefamy1122

akcher

You must be feeling so anxious to find out. When I feel down, I would have a good cry and it makes me feel better. Try and keep busy and I hope these last couple days will fly by for you. More for you.

Alexas Mommy

hang in there hun, i can only imagine what you are going through. three years is a long time, i really hope this is your month. Take it one day at a time.

lonate

I just wanted to give you some big HUGS!! (I don't know how to make the graphic appear, do you?).Anyway, I know your journey has been very long and I have felt the exact way you are feeling right now. I hope you get your BFP this time around!

--Lesley

Suzanne

Hun im relatively new to these boards and havent ever stepped into this forum, I dont know you I dont know your journey but wanted to tell you that you are NEVER alone, im NOT religious by a long shot however I am a very strong believer in Angels, however one important thing to remember about our Angels is that the Law of the Universe states that they are NOT allowed to step in and help us until we ask them for help. Now you maybe religious you may not, you may believe in Angels you may not, but what im about to tell you COSTS nothing and therefore cant hurt!

When I feel like you are now I talk to my Angels, I sometimes even write to them but havent done that for a while, once we ask our Angels to assist us in our hearts desire they will be there in an instant.

You dont need to say things out loud to them, you can simply find a quiet place to be and talk to them in your head, tell them exactly what you want and when and how you would like it to happen etc be as detailed as possible about what you NEED, I say need because if its something we want out of greed they will not grant it!

Trust me this has worked for me over the last few years from small things like finding that car parking space for me when im running late for work to bringing back the man of my dreams when I let him go!

They are a huge workforce working on our behalf and they dont cost a penny, all they want in return is your trust, ask your Angels to take away all your negative energy and trust in them to give you what it is you so badly need.

You might find writing to them more beneficial to you, I know this may sound silly and you may think im a total fruitcake (those that know me know that I am LOL) but believe me when I say it will make you feel better even if only for a short time and when you feel that you are beginning to falter talk to your Angels again! Watch out for signs that they are with you, the most common of course is a feather, you may find coins in places that they shouldnt be, it could be anything but as long as your open to receiving these signs you will then notice things will start to change for the better.

Please feel free to PM me if you would like to talk some more sweetheart, I have never been in your situation and will never know the pain and hurt yur going through but I would like to think you can share how your feeling with me and anyone else any of the time

Suzanne

Just to add sweetie I will ask my Angels to watch over you also and I hope that you get the desired outcome VERY VERY soon!

Loula

hey honey,

Could you contact your friends and tell them that you need them right now? Maybe they are trying to just give you some peace and privacy and not realise that you need them to be there actively?

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Sinead

I don't really know what to say, except I hope and pray for a positive outcome xxx

tansey

Hun, maybe it's like Loula sad and they don't really know whether you want them around?
If i lived in Scotland i'd come round and spend time with you! I know you are sooo close and the wait is sooo distressing. You only have tomorrow to get through and then it is 31st! Hand-in there. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx