Hi chefamy1122

Mendy · Jun 27th, 2008, 13:12 PM

I understand exactly how you are feeling. I had my IUI and the

got me on Sat. 6/21, and I too tried to convince myself it was implantation bleeding when it started out light, but then realized it was full on AF. I'm so sorry, I know it's hard, but sometimes these things don't work on the first or even second try. Me and DH are continuing on to round 2 of IUI and possibly even 3 and 4, although I PRAY I don't have to go through it after this next one. Hang in there, and I say keep trying, because in the end it will all be worth it.

chefamy1122 · Jun 27th, 2008, 13:29 PM

I am just so damn ANGRY today. I just feel like I want to punch something... or scream at the top of my lungs or something!!
I honestly did not really believe I would get pregnant on the first round, but there is always that hope that it would have happened, and I would be one of those cool success stories....maybe next time I guess. I have had such a crappy month this month, it would have been nice to end it on a positive note...
I will update after my appt today. It is in an hour.

Good luck with your 2nd round Mendy

CapitalChick · Jun 27th, 2008, 13:41 PM

Hey there....
I know that feeling of just wanting to scream. I often have that feeling, and once I tried to scream my head off into a pillow......surprisingly unsatisfying!
I often feel overwhelmed....like I'm literally at the end of my rope. I pace the house, sit down, stand up, walk in circles....nothing feels good. I'm just completely overwhelmed. And then I cry...sob....and do so for a very long time. And then...it passes. It always does. And I know that the next breakdown is right around the corner, but in that moment, when the deep sadness has passed, I'm glad that it has...even if it's just for a little while.
Stay strong, sweetie. It's a brutally tough road....but you're in the thick of it...and you'll be in the clear soon.

FunnyBunny · Jun 27th, 2008, 14:14 PM

oh no so sorry to hear it didn't work this time.

JASMAK · Jun 27th, 2008, 15:31 PM

(hugs)

chefamy1122 · Jun 27th, 2008, 15:59 PM

Well, it appears that 2 cysts developed on my right ovary. My dr is confident they will dissolve on their own, but if I start having pains I need to call him right away. . Greg and I decided to take a break from the fertility meds for a few months (mainly to give my body a break and also to save up some money for next round of treatments since my insurance does not cover anything)

Who knows, I may get pregnant on my own... miracles do happen, right?

I am actually not as upset as I thought I would be. Things really do happen for a reason, and maybe my body is just waiting for the right time... next time I do the fertility drugs, I may get pregnant with triplets or something!

akcher · Jun 27th, 2008, 16:38 PM

I'm so sorry to hear it didn't work you. Baby dust to you during your break and hope the fertiliy meds won't be so harsh next time.

Loula · Jun 28th, 2008, 13:56 PM

oh my love I am sorry it didn't work this time round, I had high hopes for you xx

You sound a bit more upbeat now that you know what's going to happen next, which can only be good for you.

I hope these cysts don't give you any trouble, and you continue to be more positive.

Jun 27th, 2008, 13:12 PM	#21
Mendy Trying to conceive (TTC) BnB Addict Join Date: May 2008 Location: San Diego, CA Posts: 2,705	Hi chefamy1122 I understand exactly how you are feeling. I had my IUI and the got me on Sat. 6/21, and I too tried to convince myself it was implantation bleeding when it started out light, but then realized it was full on AF. I'm so sorry, I know it's hard, but sometimes these things don't work on the first or even second try. Me and DH are continuing on to round 2 of IUI and possibly even 3 and 4, although I PRAY I don't have to go through it after this next one. Hang in there, and I say keep trying, because in the end it will all be worth it.

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Jun 27th, 2008, 13:29 PM	#22
chefamy1122 Trying to conceive (TTC) Chat Happy BnB Member Join Date: Jan 2008 Location: New Orleans, LA... USA Posts: 2,401	I am just so damn ANGRY today. I just feel like I want to punch something... or scream at the top of my lungs or something!! I honestly did not really believe I would get pregnant on the first round, but there is always that hope that it would have happened, and I would be one of those cool success stories....maybe next time I guess. I have had such a crappy month this month, it would have been nice to end it on a positive note... I will update after my appt today. It is in an hour. Good luck with your 2nd round Mendy

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Jun 27th, 2008, 13:41 PM	#23
CapitalChick Mum (Mom) Active BnB Member Join Date: Dec 2007 Location: Ontario, Canada Posts: 843	Hey there.... I know that feeling of just wanting to scream. I often have that feeling, and once I tried to scream my head off into a pillow......surprisingly unsatisfying! I often feel overwhelmed....like I'm literally at the end of my rope. I pace the house, sit down, stand up, walk in circles....nothing feels good. I'm just completely overwhelmed. And then I cry...sob....and do so for a very long time. And then...it passes. It always does. And I know that the next breakdown is right around the corner, but in that moment, when the deep sadness has passed, I'm glad that it has...even if it's just for a little while. Stay strong, sweetie. It's a brutally tough road....but you're in the thick of it...and you'll be in the clear soon.

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Jun 27th, 2008, 14:14 PM	#24
FunnyBunny Mum (Mom) Active BnB Member Join Date: Jan 2008 Location: Scotland Posts: 352	oh no so sorry to hear it didn't work this time.

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Jun 27th, 2008, 15:31 PM	#25
JASMAK Mum (Mom) BnB Elite Join Date: May 2008 Location: CANADA!!! Posts: 10,945	(hugs)

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Jun 27th, 2008, 15:59 PM	#26
chefamy1122 Trying to conceive (TTC) Chat Happy BnB Member Join Date: Jan 2008 Location: New Orleans, LA... USA Posts: 2,401	back from Dr Well, it appears that 2 cysts developed on my right ovary. My dr is confident they will dissolve on their own, but if I start having pains I need to call him right away. . Greg and I decided to take a break from the fertility meds for a few months (mainly to give my body a break and also to save up some money for next round of treatments since my insurance does not cover anything) Who knows, I may get pregnant on my own... miracles do happen, right? I am actually not as upset as I thought I would be. Things really do happen for a reason, and maybe my body is just waiting for the right time... next time I do the fertility drugs, I may get pregnant with triplets or something!

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Jun 27th, 2008, 16:38 PM	#27
akcher Pregnant (Expecting) Chat Happy BnB Member Join Date: Oct 2007 Location: Los Angeles Posts: 1,116	I'm so sorry to hear it didn't work you. Baby dust to you during your break and hope the fertiliy meds won't be so harsh next time.

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Jun 28th, 2008, 13:56 PM	#28
Loula Trying to conceive (TTC) Active BnB Member Join Date: May 2008 Location: Northern Scotland Posts: 819	oh my love I am sorry it didn't work this time round, I had high hopes for you xx You sound a bit more upbeat now that you know what's going to happen next, which can only be good for you. I hope these cysts don't give you any trouble, and you continue to be more positive.

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