Mendy

I understand exactly how you are feeling. I had my IUI and the got me on Sat. 6/21, and I too tried to convince myself it was implantation bleeding when it started out light, but then realized it was full on AF. I'm so sorry, I know it's hard, but sometimes these things don't work on the first or even second try. Me and DH are continuing on to round 2 of IUI and possibly even 3 and 4, although I PRAY I don't have to go through it after this next one. Hang in there, and I say keep trying, because in the end it will all be worth it.

chefamy1122

I am just so damn ANGRY today. I just feel like I want to punch something... or scream at the top of my lungs or something!!
I honestly did not really believe I would get pregnant on the first round, but there is always that hope that it would have happened, and I would be one of those cool success stories....maybe next time I guess. I have had such a crappy month this month, it would have been nice to end it on a positive note...
I will update after my appt today. It is in an hour.


Good luck with your 2nd round Mendy

CapitalChick

Hey there....
I know that feeling of just wanting to scream. I often have that feeling, and once I tried to scream my head off into a pillow......surprisingly unsatisfying!
I often feel overwhelmed....like I'm literally at the end of my rope. I pace the house, sit down, stand up, walk in circles....nothing feels good. I'm just completely overwhelmed. And then I cry...sob....and do so for a very long time. And then...it passes. It always does. And I know that the next breakdown is right around the corner, but in that moment, when the deep sadness has passed, I'm glad that it has...even if it's just for a little while.
Stay strong, sweetie. It's a brutally tough road....but you're in the thick of it...and you'll be in the clear soon.

FunnyBunny

oh no so sorry to hear it didn't work this time.

JASMAK

(hugs)

chefamy1122

Well, it appears that 2 cysts developed on my right ovary. My dr is confident they will dissolve on their own, but if I start having pains I need to call him right away. . Greg and I decided to take a break from the fertility meds for a few months (mainly to give my body a break and also to save up some money for next round of treatments since my insurance does not cover anything)

Who knows, I may get pregnant on my own... miracles do happen, right?

I am actually not as upset as I thought I would be. Things really do happen for a reason, and maybe my body is just waiting for the right time... next time I do the fertility drugs, I may get pregnant with triplets or something!

akcher

I'm so sorry to hear it didn't work you. Baby dust to you during your break and hope the fertiliy meds won't be so harsh next time.

Loula

oh my love I am sorry it didn't work this time round, I had high hopes for you xx

You sound a bit more upbeat now that you know what's going to happen next, which can only be good for you.

I hope these cysts don't give you any trouble, and you continue to be more positive.