I hate them too, I hate them like a crack addict hates crack !!!
What I hate most about them is the evaps, errors, slight line NO LINE
I hate digital tests too.... BIG BOLD UGLY IN YOUR FACE NOT PREGNANT
I hate ICs too, I hate that there are about 100 in my closet right now and I can POAS anytime I want... I hate that I am probably killing my bladder right now holding pee for 6-7 hrs at a time because peeing 2-3 hrs and getting BFN has me convinced that the pee is too diluted...
I hate that I have probably spent hundreds on store brand tests because OF COURSE the ICs are all wrong!!!
only to continue to get BFNs anyway...
I hate that I had a BFP and I lost it...
I hate TTC
But I will keep TTC because the end goal is so rewarding... and maybe we will all look back one day and be able to laugh

You are not alone, hang in there!