Hi,
As some of u know we start ICSI in 11 or 12 weeks depending on when my new cycle starts after our wedding and I'm starting to get really scared and wishing it was longer, I know this is going to sound stupid but it like longer it is the more I seem to b able to convince myself it will work, the closer its getting the more terrified I am that it doesn't I've found myself in tears so often and to top it off one of my best friend who feel preg acidently whilst we were ttc (her daughter will be 1 this month) has just found out she preg again unplanned due in Nov which will mark our 4th year ttc, although I am happy for her and don't mean to sound selfish I can't help thinking how am I gonna feel if this doesn't work and she's having bby no 2, one of my other best friends is preg due yesterday or today, just feels like its all getting on top of me now, I hate this feeling jealous and hurt all the time but I'm so scared this may never work for us. Also to top it all off the stress etc of everything that has happened I have now bn diagnoised with alopecia AA ( Where patches of my hair completely fall out over nite) brill thing rto happen espec so close to wedding.Sorry to rant and if I didn't make much sence.

xx

Good luck with the treatment.

Sorry I don't have any advise for you but just wanted to give you a big

Dnt worry sweetie!!!! evrythin vil go well.....have faith and believe in urself.....

sending yu a hug and wishing you luck xxxxx

Good luck with the ICSI. Let us know how you get on.

And good luck with the wedding too. Enjoy the day, and don't think about anything else. It will go past sooooo quickly.

xx

Aw no that's rough.

I think it's perfectly natural to feel the way you do at the moment. You just seem to collect PG people when you're having problems TTC. It's like there's no escape.

I hope you have a wonderful wedding day. Are you all organised for that?

Thanks so much everyone for your kind words and thoughts.

Helen how are the twins? We are pretty much all organisred for the wedding just few bits and pieces still to do do.

xxx

They're great at the mo. Both just got their first two teeth and are cruising round the furniture banging into everything. It's a really fun time as their personalities are really coming out. A couple of big gigglers!

Hope you're gonna post some wedding pics up!