hun i really dont mind coming down for a road trip..

im just sitting here shakin my head

Awww thats nice.

Are you girls close?

sending you lots of hugs

Bek

Have a good cry if you need to

Oh Bek, I don't know what to say to you hunnie.

I'm gutted for you.

Do what the others said, have a good cry, eat lots of bad food, have a few glasses of vino, and really let it all out.

Your welcome here anytime Hun. Thankyou for your offer, but babe you have your new job that you started ( how is going?), etc etc, you can't just say " Sorry boss, I need some time off".

Thankyou so much, I sat up and at Chocolate Bullets last night.
xoxoxoxo

My kids asked me last night what was wrong, they could tell I was very upset. I sat them down and told them what I know, they were so upset, they really want a baby brother or sister .

After everything yesterday I didn't feel like cooking, so hubby and I went out to pick up some Take away and to stop in at the grocery store to grab a few things. When I was in the shop, all I could see were mums with babies and big pregnant bellies, I had to leave and wait in the car, it just upset me so much.

After I had my tubes reversed, I was so confident everything would be fine, I thought I will for sure fall pregnant, I thought it would have happened before Christmas. So when Kmart ( department store) had a sale on I went and bought a whole heap of baby stuff, which is now sitting in my room and I can't bare to look at it. Like jumpsuits, soxs,bottles etc etc, I am taking it all back to the shops this week.

Thankyou all for your hugs and kind words, I know it is hard to say something to someone when their world feels like it has crashed down around them, but thankyou for making the effort to make me feel better.

When I speak to my Gyno and go see him, I will update you all on what happens from here.

Bek I am so sorry to hear about the news,but maybe the Gyno can shed abit of light.Nothing is written in stone yet.Look after yourself and take the time to absorb all of this.
Thinking of you mate

oh yes i so can.... a new job pales in comparison to what your going through!
im sorry about your supermarket incident.. and i know how hard it is to walk past a kmart baby sale and a baby toy sale... ive been so tempted..
is it tomorrow wednesday or wednesday week that you hear more?

Bek

where are you?? are you ok hun???